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2006-11-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

ayun... nakapag-oath na din kami... nakakatawa dahil may mga incident png confrontation na nalalaman... kausapin daw namin si dean... grabe... ayun... ang masasabi ko lang sa incident:

hindi dapat isinusumbat sa isang tao if he's exercising his rights...
if a person doesn't have the same oppinion as yours, respect them at 'wag personalin, after all, you are also respected....
act like professionals, threating a person is as good as assault...
know the law... ignorance doesn't exempt you to be accountable on the actions you're doing

congrats

2006-10-29T03:30:00.000+08:00

Congrats dude at isa sa ka legitimate na pumasa!

Episode 3:acknowlegment

2006-10-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

sorry mga fans..kun pde ko lng saluhin ng timba mga naiisip ko during bagyong milenyo e sana ginawa ko na..

bumili n ko small notbuk at may nkakabit na bolpen pra ipansalo sa mga nsasayang na brain stuff na tumatagas kaso may konting problema..

tinatamad ako hehe

ngaun gusto ko lng i-share na the best tlaga ang bagyo..malupit mga bata kc enjoy cla di worried.khit matanda n ko na tipong pinaaakyat ng bubong pra magkumpuni ng tulo(na wla nmn kasi well maintained ko un bubong nmin) at ng mga ngpupumilit lumipad na bubong ng kapit bahay..

the best tlg c milenyo..

he gave me break and time to think..

sa tingin ko nga bestfrend ni milenyo un mga lamok na ginawa akong chicharon sa piesta sa dami ng dumating at tumikim sa matamis kong dugo na puno ng stress hormones

thanks mga lamok

salamat sa pagtangal sa mga hinanakit ko na pinalitan nyo ng pangangati..

sa mga fans ko na matipid maglagay ng coments n nkakatamad tuloy magsulat.gawa nmn kayo comments pra ma motivate ako

ntagalan ang sunod kong gawa kasi busy ako maghanap ng alternative sa lack of books to read pra makakuha ng ideas on how to write na napalitan ng putang inang games n nmn.lintek n yan.magweweaning uli ako amp.

puro kc books nandito..taxation,law,physics,engeneering,comparative anatomy,physical theraphy,nursing,algebra,science and technology,sibika,mathematics,coloring book at kun anu anu pa n wlang kinalaman sa pagsulat.malaking tulong kun gusto ko mgbasa o magkulay ng mga ganun as of now..ngaun gusto ko literature.

game uumpisahan ko n tlg ang kwento..mahaba kasi..nagmateralize ito nun nglalakad ako papuntang computer shop dati.gumanda nun nakabagyo

kaya the best c milenyo pra sa kin.isa lng yan sa mga impluwensya nya kasi madami nnyari sa kin nun n mgaganda

abangan nyo un episode 4:white christmas ang title(binigay ko n un ep title pra sure nagagawin ko hehe)

isang condition

gusto ko 7 na tao ang maglalagay ng MHUSAY comments di un hi,helo, sure,hehe, ok, ganun,musta, etc(etc not included)

hehe demanding!!!

dali maglagay na!!everyday na nadedelay ang lagay, nawawala na sa memory ko un story

vacancy!

2006-10-08T08:31:00.000+08:00

allstars!haller!

mabilis lang to..

we're looking for 4 more writers that could contribute to:

www.wikimusicguide.com

hehehe..la lang! baka lang interested kayo..

redirect...

2006-10-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

ayun...

visit my blog na lang... nandun lahat ng happenings during that pesteng bagyong milenya... :P

www.mumayisbacktolife.blogspot.com

anything goes...

2006-10-03T01:21:00.000+08:00

hay!!! musta nman kayo??

leann, nafeel mo ba ang pain?? hay musta ka na? mskit p ba??

yahoo!!! panalo UST.. go Tigers!! d ako nakanuod ng game 3 sa araneta pero nanuod ako sa bahay at nagtatalon ako.. hehehe ansaya nung game.. at nanuod din pala kmi sa araneta nung game2 wid tina, flor, chnz.. walang kwenta admu nun, tambak sila..hehe

hay! yang si milenyo ba!! kaasar sya.. hehe galing akong work nung bumagyo.. grabe nagssway-sway na ung bldg nmin as in nakakahilo pero d nman nkakatakot.. anlaks nung hangin.. nung magelevator kmi humihintohinto ung elevator, my kasama kming tanga na nung ngstop ung elevator sa isang floor nang bumababa sya natalisod sya ksi d nkapantay ung elevator sa floor.. whahaaha nakakatawa tlaga un..

tpos, wala kmi magawa ngpicnic kmi sa rob pioneer.. as in that time wala n tlaga kmi pera ksi the next day sweldo ubos2 na ung pera ng mga tao kaya para kming pulubi na kumain sa isang side ng pioneer sa my salamin kung saan nanuod kmi ng mga lumulipad na yero gling sa katabing bldg na gnagawa plng.. wahaha

gagawa na daw ng EO sa retake a... hay ano nman kaya mangyayari??

buti k pa vhel my raket.. hehehe atleast enjoy ka sa raket n yan.. hehe

2pe: ung ngkita tyo sa mrt sa boni naalala mo ba? sbi mo my binisita k sa loob? my nagsabi skin nagaply k lng daw dun e...

oi! gala nman tyo... plan kyo.. hehe

The Golden Rule

2006-10-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

"Do unto others what you want others do unto you; Do not do unto others what you do not want others do unto you" -the golden rule

I would like to first quote this and relate it to what happened to me in the hospital. Well you all know that I had to undergo laparoscopic cholecystectomy or for those who aren't in the medical field who might read this, it's the procedure wherein surgeons would put for holes in my tummy and put some instruments thru it to remove my gallbladder filled with stones! Well anyway, the procedure went good but after that was kind of a terrible experience for me hehe...(damn masochist still laughs even in pain). Imagine lying on your back from 12 noon till 4 am the next day...haha supine for 16 hours damn the pain I felt. Nevermind the various injections I had to undergo coz they were disregarded in terms of pain. What I felt first when I was back to my consciousness was a feeling of shock and feeling of suffocation. Well I wasnt scared that, much all I needed was someone to talk to during my time in the recovery room just to keep my sanity haha...Well by the time I was going to be transferred to my room, I was quite feeling the pain in my stomach but not that much unlike what I felt when I woke up at 4 am the next day!

When I woke up at 4 am oh damn I feel like shit!!! My body was aching all over especially my shoulders! My abdomen also hurt like hell, as if I had done a thousand crunches in one sitting and no sort of getting there by a period of time! I cant even move my body that much and the worst was my butt was also hurting so much I thought that I would have pressure ulcers that time! And so I told Ate Bhen to call the nurse and give me some pain reliever. I was also thinking that the nurse would do some other nonpharma painrelieving techniques but what do you know, the nurse just told me I was already in a Tramadol drip and she went away not even talking nor asking what she can do for me to relieve my pain! Oh well that's how it went. The next time I woke up, I felt a sharp pain in my other head haha...well you people know what it is! I said it must be the catheter and thought oh its normal! but lo and behold what I saw was that there was no slack put so that there is free movement! And so everytime I moved my leg the poor other head would hurt because the catheter was attached to my leg quite "tightly" I would say and thus didnt permit any movement at all. With the sight of this I was mad because we all studied and know that we should put a slack in catheters especially for males so that there is freedom of movement and to lessen pain. Well I dont know who put that to me and taped it directly to my leg, damn people! I just hope that not everyone there is like that! Well, with this experience I could say that I learned so much that I can and should be a better nurse providing my patients with all the comfort measures I could muster hehe...so that I could lessen their pain and so enjoy their hospital experience!

I now have some words of wisdom to impart to everyone- (haha... feeling)

"The ultimate teacher is to become the other part of the coin!"

I would write a song about this experience in the near future...of course in a metal way!!!!

Back to Basics

2006-09-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hello fellow bloggers!

So,...from 11am to 1pm last thursday, we were ravaged by hurricane Milenyo...

Now the storm has withered away, and we are left with what used to be called Metro Manila, which now closely resembles scrambled eggs. The metropolis was shut down and might i say, it was quite an experience to live a simple life for 48 hours.

No TV, DVD, Internet, Cellphones, Radios, Ipods, Aircon, Electric
and Refrigirators and the like.. plus a scarcity of food and water..

It was like living like a caveman, really.. i didn't like how i felt so bored with myself without these gadgets... it was like being naked.. I am 21 Years old with a damn degree.. I should be able to entertain myself without these gadgets.. right?

ugh. pathetic..

During the blackout, I tossed and turned in my bed for 4 hours, if I were lechon, i would have been well done. Then when the storm hit, the board/insulation covering the wall in my bedroom flew away with the wind.

So,

From 11am to 1pm, Ate tess, Len and I, held up 2 huge cartons in my wall, covering the BIG hole, taping up the mess with masking tape.. Yes.. happy day!

Then, that night, armed with 2 ESPERMA(*kindat kindat* hehe) Candles, i re-read Angels and Demons until i couldn't open ng eyes anymore..

The following day, i went to Robinson's Imus for some kind of airconditioning, or ANYTHING that is NOT lukewarm.. but alas! Robinson's was jampacked with people with the same idea. It was like a SAUNA. Then i played solitaire for 5 hours until power resumed 10pm.

Kayo, What Ginawa Nyo?!

raket kung raket!

2006-09-28T07:30:00.000+08:00

allstarbums: were about to be reunited with our college.. dahil kung magretake e tyak review na naman tayo sa skul! at libre yun! (libre nga ba?)

kamusta na nga pala kayong lahat?

anyways nashare ko na ito dati kay ekai at kay flor e.. about the website (at alam na nga pala ni tupe) that ive been contributing to. (tama ba yung grammar nun?!) malapit na sya irelease, next month na.. kapag narelease na magmembers din kayo ah! (promotion) i mean ako i dont get paid pero masarap naman gumawa kasi d website is about music. hehehe! tska its a nice hobby--pra sa mga rehabilitated addict jan!

eto pa isang raket: trip nyo bang gumawa ng pocketbook? ung manipis lang.. yung tipong "ang pagdadalamhati ni flor" hehehe! wla ako maisip na title! 100 pages, double spaced, in tagalog.. 5k ang talent fee.. wla lang! kung interested kayo paramdam lang kayo!

episode2:ang tamad na reader

2006-09-27T14:50:00.000+08:00

ang hahaba ng posts nyo, pano nyo n type un?

iba rin pla ang katamaran ng inyong lingkod, prang sa mga articles nyo dito, un title lng at pag sinipag,1st paragraph nababasa ko hehe.phew!nkkpagod mgbasa natutuyo laway ko at nauubos glucose reserve ko n panlaro sana pero panu mglalaro ang wlang pera?

teka pano matutuyo ang laway e nkatikom ang bibig?

cge nga kontrahin nyo..may pambanat ako!!

pano ntutuyo ang utak e nagsu-swimming ito sa CSF?kapish!! edi sana lahat tyo naghernia n utak during or after exams(kun anu man exam yan)

pasensya na mga fans next episodes n istorya ukol sa paglalakbak ng inyong magiting na footman(dagdag kaalaman ang "footman" ay mga pesante n binigyan ng armas pra lumaban sa digmaan..10footman = 1knight..di ako knight pero dati kala ko uu) sa pakikibaka at paglalakbay tungo sa lubos na kaligayahan

PS

wow may PS!!palaro!!

di yan synopsis wag mag assume, mga chika kyo ha hehe

mas madaming makasaysayang tala sa comments mula sa inyo mas maganda ang istorya hehe

questions and suggestions:

rj anu un inuto ko sau?lagay mo sa comment pra magawa ko sa next episode hehe

Dig In!

2006-09-26T15:10:00.000+08:00

RJ: hanep.. ikaw kaya ang hindi mahagilap eh noh?! hanep ang busy ng schedule mo, friend, its like.. so busy.. hehe.. nagtratrabaho ka pa rin ba?! if so, magkano sweldo mo? hehehe.. what ba sched mo kasi, para makapagschedule tayo ng lakad..

Leann: Dude, pascrub naman sa operation mo, parang nakakalimutan ko na kasi yung mga OR instruments.. promise magtry ako na umiwas magbigay ng blade pag hiningi ay forcep!! Hehe.. Goodluck dude, at di naman ako masyado nagwoworry kasi makapal ang balat mo at mahirap patayin ang masamang damo! hehehe..

oi nood kayo ng Dead or Alive na movie.. maganda yung mga action moves! parang play station!! hehe..

Umm.. balita ko,, Al Queda and Afghanistan has waged war on all those "..who believe in the cross.." based on what the Pope has said about Mohammed...amp.. sarap talagang maging pinoy! simple lang ang buhay!! buti na lang rin walang kwenta military natin, kasi at least di tayo nagmamayabang lagi.. hehe..

Nanalo si john cena sa wrestling!!! YEY! at si trish stratus tinalo yung Lita (na kamukha ni Edge) na yon! hehe.. sayang di ako nakapanood ng unforgiven! 150 pesos lang pala yon sa megamall! whoohooooo wrestliiinggg!!!!

OCTOBER HELL MONTH!!!

2006-09-26T07:20:00.000+08:00

haha you all might be wondering why i am saying this!!! well it only applies to my "will be state of living" this coming month!!! this is because my discipline, my will, my own direction, my responsibility, and me being as an adult will surely be tested. my dad and brother will be leaving the country on the 10th of october thus im the only one left here (well not totally alone coz my cousin ate bhen some of you guys know her) will still be with me in the house. thing is all of the responsibilities will now be imparted on to me. now i can't fail anything or anyone for their expectations on me especially my mom who is really stressed out because im alone here in the country with no one to put limits on me but myself.

before anything else i would like to say thank you to all the people who believes in me and supports me. i love you all guys hehehe....damn this is becoming mushy anyway thanks really as i've said many times before i hope i can repay it with something or anything in the future so that i can return the gratitude hehe...

haha...im gonna undergo laparoscopic cholecystectomy this coming thursday or friday. good thing is that im no longer gonna worry about any painful attacks during the night!!! now i am relieved of this...

anything else well im gonna be tested this coming month and i wish i could come out not unscathed but full of good insights and good results in whatever im doing right now!!!

expections

2006-09-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

ANNA: Yap sobrang dibdiban yun... just ventilating negative feelings to prevent heart attack! Haha... Pero oki na ako...

LEANN: Shocking comment... but I hope that it would constantly remind you that you are a lucky person because a lot of people are concern with you, excluding the not so "constructive critism part." And learn how to prioritize... You are a lucky being because you have the resources that some people don't so use it wisely... Maybe these people are using these "matter of fact" language maybe because they have observed that there's a contradiction between your words and actions and perhaps they thought your wasting your opportunity... And try not to rationalize everytime people are pointing out something... Ayun lang naman... Give it your best oki? Kaya mo naman yan... That's your life, and you're big enough and our advices will be there but in the end, it would be up to you to do something... So good luck dude...

TUPE: Ayus ang constructive critism article but you need to compose your next article, at wag kang tamarin!!! Share your ideas, para madaming magandang arguement haha

*****

hay grabe... its been a while since i posted here... alam nyo naman, 6 days and 6 nights ako sa hospital para bantayan ang mom and sis ko... Post lap-chole and UTI ang cases nila and sa sobrang daming nagpapaconfine because of suspected case of dengue, umabot sa 60 ang waiting sa room so we have no choice but to combine them in one room. oki na rin yun because at least 1 room lng ang 2 babantayan hehe... pero grabe, nag-iba ang body clock ko... I slept 2 am in the morning and woke up every hour because of due meds etc.

At the afternoon of confinement, shocking news... I just weighed 100 lbs! Wha! I can't believe it... even the nurse saw it. Nakakatawa, sa sobrang stress at kakatulog till late afternoon, (tnx to maanne's advice) I lost that much, around 25-30 lbs! Haha

Ayun nga pero after the confinement e i gained ulit, kasi naman, ang daming food tapus dahil nasira ang diet regimen ko, I have no choice but eat kasi pinagagalitan na ko ng mom ko! Bwahaha...

Ayun, just got my PC back last saturday night because na-virus itong PC kaka-DL sa limewire! Haha... So need to have a new anti-spyware talaga.

On Expectations...

Flor and I had a discusion regarding expections... People and Situations

Its better not to expect...

or at least not to expect much to prevent getting disappointed...

That qoute got me and made me think a lot of things in my life... Siguro this is one of the things that's bugging me, maybe I expect too much, that's why I get disappointed that much... Ayun, maybe high expectations on people and the things that will happen next... kaya ayun, with a failure expectation goes my disappointments on those things... And this perhaps made me re-consider about my perception on people and situations...

This morning, Tupe and I had a debate regarding expectations... And because I just had a good conversation last night with Flor regarding this issue, e I also shared it to him... Haha... Sana lang nag-sink in kasi bigla na lang sinabi na: 'ge lalakad muna ako... Haha

Ayun nga, that's its oki if you're aiming for something, but aiming high in a realistic sense. Yung tipong SMART like ng NCP. You can give you're best shot but its better not to expect that you'll have all the desired results because life has imperfections and so, there maybe some deviations with what was expected. If there is, at least less disappoinment on your part... Look at the bright side, there's a reason for everything that's happening... Imperfections makes the world exciting and worth living for... If it wasn't for these, walang challenge and life, we could not have appreciated life better. If life is perfect, we can't determine right from wrong, there would be no recognition of happiness and suffering so ayun...

Not expecting is not comparable to not exerting effort or giving the 100%, its just that you will do something ackowledging that there may be deviations but still the aim is there, the will power is there to achieve a certain goal, its like possesing a PLAN B in everything... Doing the OPTIMUM capacity... 'di tulad sa "The Devil Wears Prada" that the designer is a perfectionist that sometimes, she tend to forget that people do have limitations...

Sabi nga ni Anne Hathaway: "For her, there's no PLAN B"

Ayun lng naman...

takeshi's castle

2006-09-24T09:23:00.000+08:00

Tupe: i just want to say na siguro sa lahat samin ikaw may pinakamalaking progress kasi ang dami mo ng naaccomplish kahit wala pa tayong license. I'm proud of you for using what you have to the optimum potential. Di kagaya ko na nagaadapt sa bum life.. hehe..

Saka nga pala guys. takeshi's castle sa Q-TV, Monday to Friday at 8pm.

O ayan ha.. may gagawin na tayo every 8pm. hehe..

Alam nyo ba, kumain kme sa Teriyaki Boy kahapon sa MoA, tapos habang kumain kme,, nagplay yung theme song ng SAILORMOON! (tenenentenentenentenen!!) yey! ang saya saya ko! hehe.. sana ibalik na rin yon!! hehe..

Nandito na si ate Cris!! yey!! hehe.. sinundo namin cya sa airport (syempre..hehe)! Tapos nagduty free kme.. nakakagulat nga pala mga presyo don! isang bag ng candy eh 27 dollars! mura ba yon?! hehehe.. konti na rin yung tao.. kahit sa airport..

Magcomment lang ako sa weird weather.. pag hapon, ang INIT, as in SCORCHING HOT BABEH! pag gabi, lakas ng ulan. okay fine. tas pag tumingin ka sa langit, 1/2 ang dilim, 1/2 ang araw araw. WTF!

Tapos nalaman ko pa na baka hindi makapunta dito yung mga superstars ng smackdown! bakeeet?! di makakapunta sina rey mysterio, booker T at yung iba pa.. eh pano kaya yon sino papanoorin? buti na lang hindi ako nakakuha ng ticket.

Nagpremiere na ang CSI sa America.. sobrang nasad ako.. huhu..

alternatib adiccion ng isang rehabilitated adik

2006-09-23T18:31:00.000+08:00

naku tinatamad tlga ako mg type. pro pra sa nyo, eto gagawa ako, sana magenjoy kayo.kun maninira lng kyo sa comments wag nyo n lagay please!wag n mangasar..

i suggest CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM-the process of offering valid and well-reasoned opinions about the work of others, usually involving both positive and negative comments, in a friendly manner rather than an oppositional one. In collaborative work, this kind of criticism is often a valuable tool in raising and maintaining performance standards.(ayan pra sa mga pilosopo binigay ko definition i-google nyo pa)

nkktamad tlg mg type..nkktamad din mgsulat..pero sayang un idea kun ndi written

haay, nkaktamad tlg kya i'll make this a series hehe subaybayan nyo ha

episode1:ang tamad n writer

antabayanan ang ep2 tinatamad tlg ako eh..hanap muna ko ng mgtatype pra sa kin hehe

...middle of nowhere

2006-09-23T10:35:00.000+08:00

hay.. so so far, magfifive months na ang blog na ito and well,, what can i say.. more or less ganon pa rin ang mga buhay buhay natin.. although i have to say, some have moved on.. got a job or arranged their PRC licenses.. but we're pretty much where we were 5 months ago... in the middle of nowhere..

leann.. if things like this (the comment) gets to you that easily and causes you to feel doom and gloom all over again and makes that goal a little blurry again... well dude.. you have a lot of things to think about..

2006-09-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Anonymous said...
oi, kung yang pag-aaral mo ang inaatupag mo at di yang f#cking ka-ewanan, e di sana malapit ka na maging RN. ang dami mong kalokohan sa katawan pero heto ka't sariling mong priorities, di mo masimulan. shame on you. buti pa yang Descant gott, may first step na, ikaw? wala pa. you should be ashamed of yourself thinking like that and saying those words. it only depicts what kind of person you are. a piece of advice, mag aral ka at makapasa ng boards, then, maybe the wolrd could reconsider all the f#cking sh#t that comes out of your mouth. - a friend

anyway i know alot are concerned about me well thanks so much about that...i know what i should be doing and im already starting to do that or should i say im already doing it! im ashamed already a long time ago and you shouldn't put it right in front of my face!!!coz everytime i remember it, it just puts me down...im trying to get over the shame and guilt day by day!!!!!!!! i still got the right to say what's on my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!okay alright im kind of mad at this, its not put in a therapeutic way.........it makes me feel like shit all over again

NU 107.5 The "HOME" of new "rock" is a poser station!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hehe you might be wondering why I'm saying this! I just can't help myself not telling this to people! Well here's the story. My friends, the band Descant Gott, are one of the finalists in this year's Red Horse Muziklaban band competition (2006). To make the story short they should have been the grand champion of the said battle of the bands. But you might be wondering how NU 107 is connected to this? Well they are the only "rock station" in the Philippines for god's sake but they definitely are the one responsible for "influencing" the judges' decision for the grand winner! My friend asked the judges what their band's low points are and guess what, the judges said that the band (Descant Gott) didn't have any real low points at all. The judges said that the reason why they didn't win was because NU 107 said that they can't let them win because the band's stuff/ music can't be played always/ anytime of the day because its either too loud or not that radio friendly. Well f#ck that, you are the only rock station who could support the rock music scene of the country especially the METAL (true metal) SCENE of the country and yet are the ones responsible for putting down a band that could represent the said scene. Well I don't really know the exact words but a message something like this was sent to the band, NU 107 to Descant Gott: more power to you guys!!! something like that. So what is the stupid station saying to the band?
They are f#cking posers (people at NU) well not all maybe but those behind what happened are stupid assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They betrayed the METAL SCENE of the country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well guess what the Philippines is such a pop culture country where users thrive in the mainstream and take advantage of people!!!!!!!

paradoxically logical

2006-09-15T02:46:00.000+08:00

EKAI: dr. Phil kaw ba yan?!?!

TINA: ang haba nman nun pinost mo, damang-dama mo un noh?! la tayo magagawa, ganyan talaga yan eh.. sabi nga, all is fair in love and war. don't worry kse sooner or later, you'll find your fair share.. and when that time comes, your heartbreaks would make it more sweet!

ok, from leakage to love... the two things eating us up inside out these days...

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"I yearn to be free of pain, but rush straight into it; I long for happiness, but foolishly crush it like an enemy."

--8th Indian Buddist Shantideva

Tama diba?? sometimes the way to reach happiness is to walk away from it. So ironic and contradicting pero it so does make sense. ewan ko sa inyo, pero sa 'kin OO! Not only does it apply to love, I believe it is a philosophy of life.

we want so bad to avoid problems and conflicts pero nun lumabas ung results ng boards at nalaman na may leakage.. ano nangyari?? Nagrally tayo. We stay away from confrontations, avoiding the argument.. then what?? We suffer from the weight anger, guilt, or doubt presses on us inside.

we crave to be happy… Who doesn’t? but are we?

IKAW? Happy ka ba ngayon? (cguro kung self-actualized kana..)

Cguro pdeng masaya ka nga ngayon (whatever your definition is of the term), at this point in time.. but still, don’t you feel something missing? Something you can’t even (or, luckily, could) identify? One way or another you chose to be there.. we chose to be where we are now… and the absentness that we are feeling may have been our own decision. It’s sad, but sometimes we have to give up something for the benefit of others or of something better—just as a death for a life.

we foolishly crush it like an enemy... Bakit nga ba?

Isa...
kse mabait tayo!hehe We do not think only of ourselves. We consider the effect of our actions on other people… on the people we love dearly. minsan pa nga, we are ready to sacrifice huge things for them (like course sa college, or a kidney). We do this even though alam natin na we are plunging into our own version of hell. Parang gutom na gutom ka na pero tumatakbo ka palayo sa mcdo.

At pangalawa…
kse tao tayo. Tao tayong buhay… that’s what we’re suppose to do, I guess… you may see it like we’re programmed to be doing that… or… as consequences of the choices we make. whichever, nakakagago dba… magulo talaga… hindi ko din alam kung ano tama. Wala naman cgurong may alam.

“We desire the truth and find in ourselves nothing but uncertainty. We seek happiness and find only misery and death.”

--Pascal

This is one of the mysteries of life cguro… reasonable contradictions.

However you see it, and how hard you try and steer away from it… you’d just find yourself in its mercy. Whatever actions you take to deny this would just cause you further delay in being where and having what your suppose to be having. cguro we should just stop wondering why, stop looking for happiness (metaphorically in our life), accept what life offers do what is right then maybe, one day, we would just unexpectedly stumble upon it.

just do as it says...

Brain Surgery

2006-09-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

No one will learn anything by someone telling them what to do.. they would have to see it for themselves.

Yes, nakakainis talaga ang magpaasa. Pero nakakainis rin namang yung mga umaasa diba?

At this point of our lives, naexperience na nating magpaasa, umasa, at maging kaibigan ng umaasa at nagpapaasa. Mahirap talaga na tanggapin na ayaw sayo ng tao na gusto mo. Kasi gusto mo nga siya eh. Kapag in the zone ang isang tao na infatuated/in-love tunnel vision lang yan. Walang nakikita kungdi yung tao na mahal nya. Siya ang nagpapasaya sa kanya, ang nagbibigay ng euphoria. They do not see the faults, they do not see the lies. All they see are the things that could be. Minsan magkakaroon sila ng lucid episodes kung saan makikita nila na ginagago sila. Pero once they get back on the drug.. nako! Parang walang nangyari. Kaya kahit ano pa ang sabihin sayo ng mga kaibigan mo, makinig ka man eh hindi ka rin susunod.

Bilang kaibigan naman, masakit rin. Kasi nakikita mo na nagpapakagago yung kaibigan mo. Alam na ng buong mundo na ayaw nung babae sa kaibigan mo, pero eto pa rin cya, patuloy sa pagtulong, pagdamay, pagsama, pagpapakatanga. Pero dapat siguro, hayaan na natin cya. This time, walang makakatulong sa kanya kungdi sarili nya. They have to see the light for themselves. Mahirap to para sa isang kaibigan, lalo na kung mahala talaga sayo yung kaibigan mo. Parang ang sarap iuntog sa pader, kunin yung brain at i-rewire.

Bakit mo igigive up ang
tao na nagbibigay sayo ng kasiyahan?

Hay. I guess ito ang isa sa mga mysterio ng buhay... Kung walang mysterio, walang spice. Kung walang spice, bland. Go figure.
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Tina, people WILL disappoint, people will hurt you, grab your heart and tear it into peices.. its a fact of life. Basta be strong, and don't let one mistake let you see the people you love in a different light. There is a reason why you are hurt.. and that is, you LOVE and CARE for these people... and there is a reason for that as well.. they have shown you something special to make you love them.

Hang in there.. :)

dead end signs

2006-09-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

recieved a quote from emers last Sept 3. 2006... Wala lang, just want to share and reflect on it...

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"I like DEAD END signs...

I think they're kind...

They at least have the decency

to let you know you're going nowhere..."

- BUGS BUNNY

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Yap indeed true...
Better than what most people are doing...

Nakakainis ang umasa dahil madalas nakakasakit ito ng damdamin whether its friends or a commitment...

Nakakainis isipin na sometimes, those people you expected to be there for you, sila pa ang wala, out of sight... Wala man lamang notice kung bakit ganito, ganyan, parang bula nalang nawawala... Ewan... nakakafrustrate lang... Mabuti pa ang ibang tao, they unexpectedly show some concern na kamustahin ka for no reason... At least may nakausap ka kahit papano...

Sa commitment naman, Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, you shouldn't keep that person just because you're getting something from him/her in return... yun tipong, just keeping that person because of the benefits/gains your having like:

there would be someone na manlilibre sayo,
anytime would be there for you if you need someone na pwede kang samahan to do this and that,
na gagawa ng things para sayo though you could do it etc...

Nakakainis ang ganun kasi its giving false hopes sa taong umaaasa na mamahalin in return kahit wala naman talagang feelings na speacial... Sana sabihin na lang na ayaw mo sakanya, that you're not feeling the same as he do, na hangang friends lang etc...

Pero kahit friends lang, ang pangit pa din minsan dahil that person will still hope that he could gain the love of his beloved, susuyuin ulit and the other party may send wrong signals, wrong impression that empowers false hopes to that person...

Mas maganda nga na sinasabi ng prangkahan... At kahit masakit sa una dahil diretchan, at least hindi ka naman nag-aantay lang sa wala. At least hindi ka nagmumukhang tanga. Sometimes kasi, the problem is that,

we have the dilemma to tell the truth na ayaw na natin sa isang tao

or in case of those people with relationship - that you gave up na because of this and that reasons etc. I think kasi some people are afraid to break the heart of the person they "love" kasi they can see the happiness of the significant other. Pero isn't it selfish that you're keeping the person kahit ayaw mo na... Isn't it more unfair for the person because you're concealing the truth from her... Its cheating her twice... Masakit malaman in the end na matagal na palang ayaw sayo ng isang tao, hindi man lamang niya sinasabi sayo... Masakit yun grabe...

Yung sa huli, isusupalpal sa mukha mo na matagal na palang "the feeling is gone" or matagal na siyang nakapag-decide na tapusin na ang relationship dahil "mahihirapan siya, nasasakay etc." pero pilit parinniyang itinatago kasi ayaw ka niyang masaktan or sasabihin sayo na "kasi masaya ka kaya i decided to delay the confrontation."

What kind of reason is this? napaka-selfish...

Masakit isipin na in the most unexpected time ka pa nila iiwan sa ere ng walang warning... Para kang ibon na tinanggalan ng pakpak at hindi makalipad - ito marahil ang kahalintulad ng isang taong iniwan ng biglaan... Hindi man lamang nakipag-usap ng matino, isasambulat na lang sayo na ayaw ko na kasi ganyan, ganito... Madaming binabanggit to rationalize the "pang-iiwan." Mas masakit pa lalo e dun sa mga nakarinig pa ng panunumbat, o 'di kanais nais na mga pananalita tulad ng paninisi - na ikaw kasi e atbp...

Nakakatawa lang kasi mag-iisip ka ng malalim if you did something wrong that caused the relationship to fall apart, iispin mo kung talaga bang naging totoo siya sayo sa umpisa pa lang, kung talagang ninahal ka niya o niloko ka lang niya talaga, na maaring isa ka sa collection niya ng mga babae na pwede niyang ipagyabang in the future... You will feel stupid if you recalled some manifestations na ayaw na niya and this degrades your morale even more and you will view yourself as stupid because you felt betrayed and cheated and will think of "bakit hindi ko napansin yun? (signs)" Maybe because you felt happy, in cloud 9 that cuases tendency to be vigilant and alert... And then, lalo mo pang mafe-feel na ang tanga mo, na bakit ka nagpaka-tanga atbp. At lalo lamang lumuludmok sa putikan ang damdamin mo na parang kakainin ka na ng buhay. OUCH!

Mas maganda pa ang dead end signs because it speaks for itself na hanggang dito na lang... Masakit sa una dahil prangka, straignht to the point pero at least hindi ka nagmukhang tanga...
At least hindi naubos ang hope mo and pagmamahal sa sarili.

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"I like DEAD END signs...
I think they're kind...
They at least have the decency
to let you know you're going nowhere..."
- BUGS BUNNY
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backstage barahan at kung anu anu pa

2006-09-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

grabe! ang gaganda ng mga posts nyo! i feel so hollow tuloy. hehehe..

nung debate..ang ganda2 ng pwesto nmen..nasa harapan kami ng mga no-retakers..of course may mga majojonda na at mga bata naman..as in bata talaga! parang bata magsipag-isip at makipag-away.

this is a conversation that occurred between a “professor” at yung bading na makulit na staff ng debate.. wla lang share ko lang.

prof: hindi talaga dapat magretake dahil hindi naman kami nandaya! huwag nila kami idamay! yang mga taga-ust na yan! porke di pumasa ang cum laude nila gnyan na sila! cge nga ikaw, (referring to bding na staff) anu gusto mo, retake o no retake?
staff: para sakin, dapat magretake nalang para masettle na yung issue, at least tpos na di ba?
p: hindi e, sana yung mga bagsak yung nagsisipag-reklamo e. pero yung mga tanga nay an, yung mga tangang nakapasa na yan e.
s:ay hindi mam, kasi tingnan mo, kung talagang pasado ka, at honest ka, bakit ka ndi papayag sa retake? if you really deserved it, walang dahilan para matakot magretake. kaya para sa kin dpat magretake na lang.
p: ay hindi, kasi.. (silence)

(bwahahahaha!)

p: tingnan mo, tingnan mo yung lawyer nung mga retake na yan, di alam gagawin, kung anu2 mga dalang papel na mga kodigo.. (tinawag pa yung bading tpos inulit yung cnabi)
s: eh yung sa inyo din naman po mdaming dala e namimigay pa nga kayo ng papel kanina di ba?

(whapaaaaaaaak!)

anyway.. i read this shoutout sa friendster isang araw..
“no retake! i will stand up for my profession!--”
—uhm..ahh.. kasi..alm nyo ang tatapang nilang lahat to blurt out their minds..tma naman dahil nasa democratic country tayo and we’re entitled to our own opinion. pero opinions might not be right all the time (teka parang wla akong pinatutunguhan no?) ah basta..ang masasabi ko lang e there’s no profession to stand up for kung mismong ung mga taong nagtatalaga sa pagiging propesyunal ang nangunguna sa pagwawalang bhala sa kabulukan ng sistema dito sa pilipinas.

sa lahat ng tao..pinakamhirap gisingin ang nagtutulog-tulugan,
makakita ang nagbubulag-bulagan,
at makarinig ang nagbibingi-bingihan.

bed potato

2006-09-07T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hay... The weather is very weird... It would rained hard in the morning meaning causing floods then, it would be hot in the afternoon...

Because yesterday I'm sick, I just slept the whole day and afternoon... Grabe... Ang sarap plang matulog the whole day... a good slimming regimen...

Going back to the weirdness of the weather, It rained hard again last evening. And it seems that it would be raining tonight. Just like the weather, some people are just weird in the manner they act. Funny isn't it? Even though they know that what they're doing is wrong, even though they are informed by people that they're wrong, they still kept on doing it. Dense? Maybe. Acting stupid and deaf? Maybe they're doing this just for the sake of satisfying self comfort... Weird...

At least I'm not stupid, deaf nor dense, just a bed potato (counterpart of couch potato) Haha

growin' up???

2006-09-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

naks nman... nag-iisip na tyo about growin' up o pagiging grown up ntin... hehehe...

musta pala sa inyo??? hi! tagal din bago my nagblog uli... hehehe

buti p kayo.... onti lng iniisip nyo.. hehehe...

hirap pala ng my responsibility no.... as in grabe...

gusto ko na magresign dito sa call center pero ayaw ni mama ksi daw para pang allowance ko daw kasi wala na kmi pera... hehehe

ganyan talaga buhay.. alam na natin ung mga sinasabi nila na wag magmadali maging bata at mahirap maging adult.. as in responsible adult... pero to feel is to believe tlaga no... hehehe

tapos pag minamalas kp sa buhay... dagdag bigat pa ng mga problema.. hehehe

ika nga ni leann... shit happens... hehehe

shit really happens...

Regla and the Sensible Kind of Terrorism

2006-09-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

alam nyo ba na ang ibig sabihin ng regla in spanish ay royal? Wala lang share ko lang... kasi nung bata ako gusto ko na magkaregla agad. Kais feeling ko sign cya na grown up na ako at dalaga na ako. May isang time pa nga na nagbabaon ako lagi ng Whisper sa school "just in case."

Tapos nung nagkaroon na ako, ayaw ko na. Kasi hindi pala cya ganong ka-exciting. You get cramps, pimples, moodswings, fatigue, headaches, cravings.. basta.. minsan nga di ka makatulog kasi hindi comftable ang feeling "down there." May mga araw rin na wala namang sumasakit pero gusto mo na magout of body experience dahil you are JUST NOT FEELING WELL.

Ito ba yung "be careful of what you wish for.. you might get it?"

So guys, siguro naman we can safely say, na adults na talaga tayo. Kahit walang trabaho at walang ginagawa sa buhay ay hindi tayo nagpapatay patayan lang at we ACTUALLY mind what is going on in the world around us. I think, despite all the hardships na pinagdadaanan natin ngayon, dapat i-recognize natin na "Hello! At least nakikialam ako..". Alam natin na may mali, kaya dapat may ayusin.

Yes, totoo na nakakatuksong magbulagbulagan lang.. at sa mundo ngayon ay mahirap maging idealistic; everything is not where its supposed to be. But conflict can also result in new discoveries, and without conflict, life would be stagnant and boring. Nakakainis and mga idealists, pero at least, they still hope for a BETTER world. Unlike some who have already given up and settled for what the world is now at the tender age of 21.. No harm in that naman.. diba..

Kung terrorism ang laro nila, may kilala akong terrorist.. este.. pyrotechnics expert.. hehe..At di tulad nila, hindi ko bobombahin ang chapel, bobombahin ko yung BUILDING nila. Makes more sense diba?

buhay after UST

2006-09-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

grabe, dati.. nakakaiyak kasi mahirap pala ang buhay sa nursing. lalo na sa UST college of nursing. maraming demands.. parang palapit ng palapit ang graduation mo, mas dumarami ang mga pabigat sa buhay mo. sabi nga nila, pag dating ng 3rd year, yun ang pinakamahirap. after non, chicken na lang ang 4th year. pero para sa akin, mahirap silang pareho. buhay 3rd year at 4th year, kasi.. pag 3rd year ka, maraming pinag-aaralan, pag 4th year ka, dapat na-master mo na yung pinag-aralan mo nung 3rd year ka, not to mention may thesis ka pang ginagawa at may night shift ka. o diba?

tapos, ggraduate ka na lang, papahirapan ka pa. yung ubos pamasahe mo pagpabalikbalik sa TMC at UST para habulin yung mga papa-signan mo ng clearance. at ang pagtambay mo sa labas ng OR para abangan yung nurse mo na di naman pala pumasok nung shift na iyon. marami talagang hirap...

so, graduate ka na.. sunod mo namang hinarap yung pagrereview sa board exams. ako, para sa sarili ko, ok lang yung review ko. hindi sobra sobra. nag aral talaga ako, pero masasabi kong yung supposedly 100% ko, di ko binigay. mga 70% lang siguro. tapos, na assign pa ako sa isang testing site na isang electric fan lang ang gumagana sa bawat classroom. not to mention, baku-bako ang pinapatungan ng test paper ko. pano ka ba naman magshshade ng sagot non? pero sa awa ng Diyos, pumasa naman ako.

so ngayon, tapos na board exams, pasado na rin ako at last.... pero mas magulo...
not to mention, kulang na lang e patayin lahat ng mga anti retake lahat ng mga taga UST nursing. labo no? pero ganon. akala ko, magulo ang buhay ko nung student palang ako ng UST, pero ngayon ko na realize na mas gugulo pala ang buhay ko na GRADUATE ako ng UST. hirap talagang gumraduate sa school na nagbibigay importance sa values.

Laro na lng tayo ng Chinese Garter at 10-20!

2006-09-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

Yap, celebrity na! hahaha! This issue became a key to have appearances sa TV, 4x na hehe, sa GMA 24 hours/saksi and DEBATE with mare at pare, at ABS - ANC prime news with ces drilon and Y SPEAK.

Yap sana nga your here e para additional 96 lbs force tayo... Hirap din mag-gather ng mga batchmates na for the cause of the college tapos minsan tatanungin ka pa ng mga ANTIRETAKE kung napipilitan lang ba daw kaming makisama sa pinag-gagawa ng college... Hay

>>>i agree sa mga points ni anna at ekai...

life is simplier when we are still kids the things usually pre-occupies our mind are that what are you gonna eat, wear, sometimes how to please the oldies by doing stuff buy toys, clothes and new school stuff like bags, pencil cases, crayons, watching anime, cartoons like Cedie, Princess Sarah, Julio at Julia etc. Problems before are simple... Ang buhay bata, away-bati sa friends. And the stuff are not that serious sa totoo lang. Basta, may Jolibee, Mcdo, Goldilocks cake lang, masaya na tayo. We are inclined to be honest kasi bad daw ang nagsisinungaling etc. May mga myths pang pinaniniwalaan before na pag type A blood, clean blood at type O - dirty blood; na we were delivered by heron etc.

Now that we are old, life became more complicated... Reality na kasi, its like when we are still young, we lived in an idealistic world that everything seems to be perfect at tama si anna that most of us wished to grow up na kasi we thought that being old enough, we could enjoy more privilages in life that we envy from our parents and sibling.

Reality na ngayon kasi every move, we have to pay the consequences.
Before, wala tayong problema sa pera, nagyon, malaking problema kung saan kukuha ng pera.
Before, when we broke something, we are just scolded or sasabihan, pero ngayon iba na.
Before, its easy to be honest, ngayon, ang hirap na (the elephant thing ekai's talking about) Alam nyo yung feeling that there is a clash between personal comfort and morality in terms of honestly... When you say the truth, you'll be condemend, but if you don't ang heavy ng burden... Hindi din masaya that the people around you tolerated dishonesty... Ang hirap...

A Thomasian Nurse batch 1993 said to me: "Before, my parents always says: Paka-bait ka para matuwa sayo ang mga tao. Study hard so that you could enter a good college, tapos I studied hard nga. Study harder so that you could have a good job. Work hard so that you'll be promoted." Pero sabi din nya na ngayon, parang hindi din cya masaya even though he achieve all of this kasi ang tanung nya sa sarili nya: "What's next?" HIndi daw katulad noong mga bata pa tayo... na simple ang buhay bata.

Sa totoo lang, minsan naiisip ko kung tama ba itong ginagawa ko kasi ang dami na nagiging affected... Its UST vs the world na nga dito e... pero sabi nga sakin ni Ma'am Llanes at Ekai, there will come a time na you'll have to choose: between the easy thing and the right thing.

its the clash between the idealistic and the realistic point of view...

Nakakatuwa kasi I had the chance to work with our professors at when working with them, I can see the child in them... Parang tayo, naglolokohan at nag-aasaran... Nag-iimpersonate pa nga ng mga fellow faculty nila etc e... Paranga tayo...

Grabe... na-mimiss ko na maging bata... Sana pala, mas in-enjoy ko lalu ang childhood ko. hehehe. Laro nalang tayo ng Chinese Garter at 10-20

oi, daan kayu sa blogsite ko: www.mumayisbacktolife.blogspot.com wala lang...

white hair, white lies

2006-09-04T07:26:00.000+08:00

>>first of all, narealize ko na ang dami ko palang typo...

>>second, dahil nawiwili ako magpost dito.. kaya, eto pa.

(expounding on ekai's last thought)

ang hirap na nga ng stage natin ngayon, plus the controversies pa! It's hard enough na nga getting started on something totally new, and unknown to most of us. Nakakapressure, kse chong totoo na to!! Dito na nakasalalay future mo and those depending on you. Pagnagkamali ka: KULONG! Sana nga meron nlng malaking elepante sa gitna ng room..

dati nung bata ako, excited ako tumanda.. para i can do and buy whatever i want! pero ngayon, seems like those are the only perks you get for being 20 or older. noon, i'd rather not go to school; i get to nap in the afternoons (mas madami, mas matagal--mas maganda!); jolibee lang masaya na tayo (pwede ring mcdo--ung iba nga tarzan lang!); tapos you can be as honest as you'd like and people'll just laugh and say "Ang cute-cute mo talaga!" Eh ngayon? Absent yourself at your own risk, either maka-miss ka ng lecture, quiz, or even a day's pay; limited sleeping hours mo, pano pa kung night shift; tapos ang hirap na masatisfy ang happiness (minsan nga napapaisip pa ako kung ano ibig sabihin nun); tapos try mo maging honest, ewan ko lang ('nough said).

its funny how children are frequently asked 'what they want to be when they grow up', giving the infamous doctor, lawyer, teacher, etc. as answers when they do not really know what those do. I bet, with hearts like theirs, they wouldn't want to grow up at all if they'd know what lies ahead.

feeling ko, most people feel this way at this stage. some just denies it and becomes corrupted; some ignores it and feels powerless against the corrupt; while some uses it to make change/s. pero dahil kahit papaano aware tayo, sana hindi tayo madala ng basta basta. honestly, dko lam kung kaya ko... pero nako! kung nahihirapan na ko sa ganito pano pa kaya kung lumala pa to!

When the lights go out.. rock the boat, pare!

2006-09-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

manangkilay: friend, di ko alam kung bakit pero nakarelate ako dun sa ipis na nakabaligtad.. hehe. Yes, true in GENERAL sad talaga yung buong issue na to. Kasi parang may malaking elephant sa isang kwarto pero walang nagsasalita. halos mag-raise na nga ng kamay (or trunk, hehe) yung elephante pero wala pa ring pumapansin.

Maling mali na walang stigma. Pero totoo rin na nasa SKILLS naman yan, para maprove naten ang competence natin, pero bago magawa yon, sana ma-hire muna tayo diba.

Natatakot ako kasi eto na dapat yung start ng real life... meaning get a job time na.. pero ETO, real na real na talaga... hindi mabait ang mundo, at hindi lahat ng systema ay malinis. Ano ba to, wake-up call?!

ayoko ng tumanda kung ganito pala to kahirap. pero, nakakatakot ring isipin, na itong sistema na nilalabanan natin, baka one way or another eh macorrupt rin tayo... yun ba ang ibig sabihin ng growing up ngayon..?!

para akong ipis na nakatihaya, gustong makatayo... pero walang magawa

2006-09-03T04:41:00.000+08:00

EKAI: nabasa ko ng buong buong ung article, ndi ko kse matanggap ung headline eh.. medyo lumuwag nga ung paghinga ko nun nabasa ko ung line na un (made me feel lucky and proud). Pero there's no assurance na hindi affected ung choice nila by that factor na 2006 graduate tayo. ang bigat kse nung headline! i'm just worried na baka dahil dito magsimula ng bumaba tingin ng mga tao--lalo na ung mga wala nman talgang alam sa mga nangyari (epal!). Sana nga nga hindi tayo ma-stereotype.

TINA: oi! astig sa y speak kayo?!?! hanep showbiz! haay.. nakakainggit nman kayo.. artista!hehe.. nakakainis, kse sa mga naririnig ko saka nababasa e napapa-wish nalang ako na sana may magawa nman ako. ang saya dyan, ang drama ng buhay! pero alangan nmang mag-rally ako mag-isa dito dba? haay.. its hard to have such strong urge to suppress.. pero no choice. gusto ko makigulo dyan! kung ngkataon 96lbs heavier na pwersa natin! basta batiin nyo nlng ako sa tv! haha

PARA SA LAHAT: nakakamiss kayo... ang tagal ko na dito la man lang akong bagong makausap! la din ako mabuhusan ng inis. sobrang unfair ng nangyayari dyan sa lhat. kung tutuusin lahat nman talo, lahat nawalan ng something. haay.. dko akalaing magiging affected ako ng ganto sa course na hindi ko akalaing babagsakan ko. oh well . nandito na to eh.. kahit anong gawin ko ndi ko na mababago na sa kasalukuyan(tama ba to?? nakakabulol e), o sa hinaharap ay naging NARS ako, di ba?? Saka sa mga parusa (para sa mga kasalanan ko) na nalampasan ko sa loob ng apat na taon na yon sa college natin, sa totoo lang i wouldn't learn to respect this profession if not for those people who actually do. and it somehow hurts me to see them face a something as terrible as this knowing that i am helpless and, reluctantly, indifferent.

Be Be Bebot!

2006-09-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

Why not, friends.

ANNA: Manangkilay, live from the United States of America, Wazzup joe?! hehe. Friend, read your email, truly disturbing. But i think it is stated in the article na "be careful .. hire only from reputable schools.." Do i hear Black Gold Black White?!

Sa tingin ko talaga, di affected ang UST sa issue masyado, pagdating sa ibang bansa. Yung mga kating kating mag-no retake, sa palagay ko may problema sila. Palagay nyo?! Kasi wala nga namang "stigma" at hindi "stereotyped" ang batch 2006. Yun naman pala eh. WALA! WALA! WALA!

Oh-kay..

Florie: Get Up and Shake that ass!! hehe..

Tina: ay nku.. nku.. ganda ng You Are The One! specially pagnaghuhubad si sam milby! yey! *drool*

Di kme pumapasok nina eugene at zherdy sa review.. masama ba yon??!

hehe.

Nakatanggap na ako ng letter from CGFNS. Hay.

missing

2006-09-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

hay i missed u guys

ana:
musta na jane? hay grabe but we can't blame them kasi they really have to know the truth. E kasi kung sana nung una pa alng e ginawan na nila ng magandang paraan, hindi na aabot sa ganito. Nakuha kasi ni mam llanes ang evidence 3 days after boards and submitted it to the PRC and BON but late na sila gumalaw kaya they created a big mess...

florie:
oki na hindi mo ako nakita kasi i looked stupid hehe, bulol at chubby... totoo pala yung statement na tumataba ka sa TV hehe... sa Y SPEAK, nandun kami this sunday... :P cguro i'm just very vocal kaya ganito ako :p kelan tayo punta 168? tara naghahanap ako ng kasama

rj:
hindi ka na nagpaparamdam, d bale kasama ka naman sa Y SPEAK e :P

ekai:
wha! next time dapat may subtitle na! hahaha

leann:
oi! bat d ka umatend ng review?

miss ko na kayo! nakakainis at d pa matapos ito...

...

2006-09-02T05:20:00.000+08:00

mga walang mgawa, basahin nyo ung pinost ko sa allstars.. nakaka-kaba para sa mga ngbabalak mgtrabaho dito ngyon.. kse hindi maiiwasang maging sobrang choosy at judgmental ng mga recruiters(?) dahil sa article na un.. nakakainis kung bakit pa nila kelngan sabihin un kase tayo ung apektado, pero kung tutuusin dapat nilang malaman un.. ang malas naman ntin sa batch pa natin natapat to.. haay.. pero kung wala nman kyo balak mangibang bansa edi...never mind.

and it shall be started.

2006-08-31T11:57:00.000+08:00

*ok florie...focus...focus...

ekai...i think you're right... i DO need adrenaline...

whenever i ask how the nursing peeps are, they are either reviewing for the nclex/cg or they're everywhere getting papers and stuff for job application.
and kamusta naman ako?...

well...wala naman akong balak umalis (for now?), but i might, I JUST MIGHT, change my mind...

its not that im being lazy or anything (or maybe i am..... ^___^) but i just want everything to be settled first...though i know i have to get THOSE papers, because i'll be working na sooner or later.

*galaw galaw na florieeee

issues..issues... nursing issues that is...haaaay, as much as i would like to join in the "fight", i must admit, its not my thing; ung getting involved in something big...and i also hate those people na walang breeding! bastusan na kasi eh... wag naman ganun...
and tina...didibdibin ko ang linyang ito:
"I am a steward of my profession, and as a steward, I have the duty and responsibility to take care of my profession."
i really admire you... :)

haneeep... sayang di kita nakita nung ininterview ka on tv!

about being a bum...well... yes... i'm pretty much enjoying this while it lasts. i know i'll be working my butt off when the time comes and iba naman tlga ang mundo sa loob ng hospital. and my parents understand (i think) kaya they're letting me take this "break"...onga naman....unwind a little (eh...a little? ) after a very very stressful nursing student's life :)
but then...madami nanaman akong makakalimutan pag nagtrabaho nakow...dahil mag iiba na mundo ko, ang mundo ng mga pasyente at doktor...(hmmmm)

so many stuff to think about now...

*hindi ako nasstress...hindi ako nasstress....(style: denial... it works though ^___^)

cge...gagalaw nako...

...mamaya hehe :)

Dazed

2006-08-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

Just came from the one of the UST Fora (Fora is apparently the plural term of forum. Gudness...21 Years and I believed that to be FORUMS. He.. Thanks Dean Vargas.)

Sa lahat ng sinabi kanina, siguro isa sa mga nakastrike sa akin na phrases was "One thing that is worse than being on one side of the argument is to be indifferent."

Siguro nga yun yung word na hinahanap ko para madescribe yung nararamdaman ko these past few weeks. Indifferent.

On one hand, nakakainis kasi tinatamad na ako magretake, kasi tamad talaga ako, by nature.

Isa pa, I empathize with those who say na wala naman akong ginawang masama bakit ako ang magsusuffer, eh nagsuffer na nga ako ng 4 na taon, wala pa dyan yung social and familial issues ko!!

Dapat i-persecute ang may kasalanan!
Saka tinatamad talaga ako mag-aral ulit! Gusto ko na mag move on wid my life along wid my well-earned license!

Naisip ko rin na wala rin namang papatunguhan ito eh! PILIPINAS PA! di ba isa sa mga rason kung bakit gusto nating umalis dito dahil sa bulok na sistema? Diba kahit saang parte ka ng Pilipinas pumunta ay may whitewash at red tape? SO, in conclusion, futile attempt ito.. to try to change a system that has been in place for at least 400 years.. others have tried, and ended up either 6 feet below the ground or worse, ignored AND persecuted by the very masses they are trying to save.

Hay nako! Pero I really can't deny na walang maling pinaglalaban ang college. Anong masama sa ipaglaban ang integrity at dignity ng alumni mo. Eh Kung ano ang alumni mo, hindi ba, partially, ganon ka rin? ilang taon tayo sa UST, kahit papano na rub off nasatin ang philosophies at ideals nila? Naku ewan, nung nakita kong umiyak sina Ma'am Famorca, Ma'am Tionko, Ma'am maravilla at Dean, ewan ko ba parang medyo dumugo rin puso ko. Shet sasapukin na nga ni Sir JV si Martin eh!! Sayang maaksyon sana!! (half joking, hehe..)Kinatatakutan ko tong mga to eh.. Narealize ko na all this time, nasa frontline sila, nakikipaglaban at ako! syempre!! nagpapalaki ng katawan sa Imus! indifferent!

Wala pa akong maipagmamalaki sa kanila.. Wala akong karapatang magmataas, dahil kung hindi sa kanila, hindi ako magiging good nurse, wala akong therapeutic communication at malamang slim ang chance makakapasa ng boards. Nakita ko kanina na hindi lang nursing ang alam nila, tinuturuan din nila tayong makitungo sa mga patients and people.. pinupukpok tayo ng values!! Para sa isang taong walang magulang, malaking bagay yon.

Ano bang paki nila.. eh kahit naman 83% passing batch natin eh UST pa rin naman sila.. Sila, Nurse na, MAN pa, nakapunta na sila ng abroad, nagearn na ng malaki. nagawa na nila lahat ng gusto kong gawin!

Sipsip na kung sipsip.. Idol ko sila eh.. wala naman kayong magagawa, diba. I want to be like them, accomplished nurses, moms, wives and educators.. making a difference.

Siguro nga sa buhay ng isang tao, minsan lang magkakaroon ng pagkakataon kung saan pwede ka gumawa ng tama, magsakripisyo para sa ibang tao, iparamdam sa iba na kinakain ka rin ng galit at kalungkutan, maramdaman na may kakampi ka.

Most of our lives, our decision comes from the innate need of self-preservation. yung iba, they may just let this slide by, tulad ng ibang opportunities, choice nila yon, pero hindi lahat ng opportunity bumabalik..

Mahirap magsakripisyo sa buhay na puro na sakripisyo..diba.. ito kaya yon para sakin? Para sayo?

Pagkabayani? Pagkatanga? Pagkasimpleminded? Idealistic? Masyadong nanonood ng TV? Siguro.. ayoko naman ng rebulto eh.. may nakapwesto na sa Luneta.. hehehe..

Wala akong magagawa kung ano ang desisyon ng UST, PRC, BoN, PNA, Gapuz, NCLEX, CGFNS.

Kung sabihin nila na kelangan magcartwheel para sa license, may magagawa ba ako?

Gusto ko lang maging nurse. Plain and simple. Do I deserve that title? Do i deserve that Privilage? Maybe, Maybe Not. How I get there, however, is my choice.

some things are just worth hiding(while some are not)

2006-08-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

recently may nadiskubre akong nakakatawang bagay, something na tinago at hinayaan na lamang lumipas. isang bagay na kung nalaman ko nuon pa, cguro it may have changed the course of my college life or maybe my life as a whole. (pero masaya pa rin ako ngaun, masarap lang mag-imagine at mangarap ng mga “should have beens” at “could have beens”) parang pang-movie nga daw, according to my new friend. with this, i realized that every moment should be cherished, every word be uttered, every opportunity be grabbed so as not to have regrets in the end (pero cyempre alam nyo naman na yun di ba?)

hehe! share ko lang!

FRANCINE: may kasalanan ako sa yo…kailan ko lang naman yun nalaman at di ko sinabi sa yo dahil baka wala ka namang pakialam. pero now it bothers me much that i’m not saying a word about something that i know. (tsaka may mga piss-off factors na rin) ayoko magsalita ng di mo tinatanong, kaya sana yung itatanong mo sakin sa ym dati e tanungin mo na ngaun, with me having much hope that you’ll ask the question i’m expecting you’ll ask.

some things are better kept as secrets, even if there will be disappointments in the end, maybe that’s just how destiny plays it. whereas some things are rather told so as not to hurt others that trust you, if not love you.

PRAYER RALLY...

2006-08-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

There's a Prayer Rally

sa Tuesday, Aug. 15. Start with mass sa UST,

then march to PRC

Assembly infront of the Santisimo Rosario, 7am

Wear white uniform or college shirt,

bring rosary and white wrist tag/band

Hope to see you there
-Ma'am Johnson

swiss-miss :)

2006-08-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

i am saved. from boredom.

i was always thinking, kung hanggang san ko kakayanin ang routine of waking up at around 9 am, eating breakfast with parents (feeling solong anak kasi everyone's at school hehe), sitting in front of the computer, ym..ym..ym..,friendster..friendster...cooking dinner, ym..ym..ym..etc. hehehe...

a few days ago, my cousin and my tito arrived from switzerland. yipee! we went to the airport and it was really funny because they came here as a surprise. first, my grandparents didn't know my tito was going home also, and secondly, everyone thought they'll be arriving saturday. just one thing about the airport, i thought it was only in the movies where they have these "name cards" while waiting in the arrivals section. hehe...and i saw LOTS of koreans din! so, anyway, tuesday was a 'surprise tuesday' for evryone in the malabonga family!

and so... i was the only one without school or work, and i was 'assigned' as the official 'buddy' of my cousin (swiss guard ba? hehe)...but it was okay, as long as i can go anywhere she goes (shopping...shopping...)

anyway, my tita, another cousin and me wanted her to experience how to ride the jeepney. so we brought her to novaliches bayan last friday! i was quite surprised that my cousin wasn't at all maarte especially when we brought her to the wet market! it was different in Geneva i know because they have a higher standard of living (some taxis are Mercedes there she says...) and she said, the experience was different, and although she felt uncomfortable, i assured her that even us living here get to be uncomfortable at those places too!

haaay... i hope i can get enough sleep! she hasn't adjusted well yet to the time here and we stay up really really late (until 4 am actually) and oh well... its just for 3 weeks lang naman eh..

EKAI: i think i need a spa experience too!!!!!!

un na lang muna.. mukhang magkakaroon pako ng adventures with my swiss cousin...hehe... andami nya kasing gustong gawin.. every four yrs lng naman kasi sila nakakabisita dito...and she misses our family very much!

wala pakong alam na french words mashado... maybe next time, un nlng share ku! ahehe

cge guys... balita balita na lng ha!

jst text me pls! thanks!

SPA Day etc..

2006-08-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

ah! para maiba naman ang usapan,

well nag SPA day ako kanina sa Let's Face It! nakakatuwa yung pangalan ano? mas okay kung may tagline cya.. like for example... Let's Face It! : Agar na ng mukha mo kaya kelangan mo ng magpa facial! hehehe...

so yun.. i signed up for a cleaning facial, acne mask foot spa at pedicure.. o diba... kasi kung bakekang ko sa mukha eh nag coup de etat, kaya ayan lahat sila tuloy nagpapasabog ng landmines sa NOO ko...

sa lahat ng mga taong nakaexperience na ng facial eh.. i'm sure.. magiging iba ang meaning ng phrase na: Beauty is Pain. di ba? ibang klase ang sakit ng facial lalo na around ng brow bones at along the cartilage part ng nose! hanep sa sakit! lalo na yung part na kinakayod nila yung mga black heads sa ilong mo! aruuuuy...

btw, di ko alam kung why i subjected myself to this kind of pain.. i mean.. voluntary to tol! alam ko na na masasaktan ako pero BAKIT BAKIT BAKIT ako pumasok ng spa at nagbayad pa ako para saktan nila! diba ang ironic? o masochista lang ako?!

habang uh.. "tinitreat" nila yung mukha ko eh yung isang ale eh finufoot spa ako.. so sarap ng footspa lalo na yung masahe!! i can feel it!! haha.. tapos simultaneously eh tinutusok at kinakayod nila yung mukha ko!! SO! : ouch.. ahh.. ouch.. ahhhh!!! whahahaha.. iba naiisip ko!!!

There is a thin line between pain and pleasure.. as in anger and love..

Pero in the end nagustuhan ko naman yung buong experience... yung mga bakekang ko sa mukha eh nagretreat na pero alam ko naman from experience na they will never surrender.. they'll be back with a vengeance!! *evil laugh*

Haaay.. change topic!!

SO nung isang araw eh umuwi ako from cavite DAVA.. yun eh kasalukuyang umuulan talaga non.. as in RAINING CATS AND DOGS AND THEIR OWNERS!! hanepation!! So, ngayon ko lang bale narealize na Ang Jungle Log Jump na inakala naten na nasa Enchanted Kingdom eh may outlet pala sa may Roxas Blvd!!!

so yung sa may baclaran.. aakyat diba.. tapos pagbaba mo! WOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW bahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! eh medyo mabilis pa yung takbo ko diba.. so pagbaba nung car.. SPLAAAAAAAASHHHHHHIIIINNGGG!!!!!!!! Jungle Log Jump ampta!! wahahahahahahahah...

That's all, payroll!!! :)

...first time mo?!...

2006-08-02T16:52:00.000+08:00

Buenas tardes amigos y amigas? Como esta? asi asi..

Ayun.. already got my PC

Got the chance to go and seat in congress...

and also to ride the most awaited UST BUS!

A lot for a first time... haha

Pero ayun nga din,

It's my first time to join this fight...

Sabi nga ni ekai: As ordinary people there will be only few chances to change this world...

And now we are given this chance, Y not grab it...

Minsan lang ito mangyayari,

At least you did make a DIFFERENCE...

Alam nyo naman, about the boards...

Hay, sana matapos na ito...

You know naman na medjo may pagka-idealist din ako...

At in favor ako sa retake if ever...

These are my reasons...

Gus2 kong clear sa lahat that I deserve to pass...That I passed without leakage...
That I passed because of honesty and hard work... unlike others who are very desperate that even did cheating to pass...
That when I apply for a job, no one could ever tell me that "You passed last June 2006, dba may leakage yun..."
That when I have my short-comings, they will never say: "Ah pinatutunayang may leakage ka kaya ka pumasa." Or they won't bring up the idea that I have short-comings because I leakage...
That when people found out that I'm a Nurse, they won't think about the leakage... That they could trust me as their nurse...

These are just somethings na naiisip ko if ever mawalang saysay lang ang pinaglalaban ng mga prof natin...

I know I passed the boards with honestly...

But there are some who didn't...

Kahit na sabihing nating sa field na lang mapapatunayan yun...

What if ang naging victims ng malpractice nila
would be my family? And that they caused death or lifelong injury to
them?

Can you afford to risk their lives in the future in the hands of those "UNwothy
PASSERS"

Just a piece of my mind...

song of doom apt for me, begotten by me!!!!

2006-08-02T11:16:00.000+08:00

"Misery"

Pouring rain awoke me from my slumber...
The day started with gloom in the air.
As I traversed the dark earth,
I saw sadness in the eyes of men!
Every step took an eternity.

At long last I arrived at my destination
Utterance of promises never to keep, never to happen
I heed all these things, hoping to attain it all!
But as time passed by,
I fell short of my desires!

An epoch in this lifetime...
Striving hard to achieve the elusive,
It just harbors misery!
To gain as much is to lose all.
Desperation is at my side...

Hours passed by at a creeping pace.
Not knowing another misfortune would happen
At the time most unheralded,
the mishap would befall me!
It struck me agonizingly.

As I stared blankly at the colorful void,
triumphant entities surround me.
Ephemerally abandoning me to my demise.
Solace in somnolent detachment!
Oh how briefly it eased my burden.

Anxiety aroused me from my fantasy.
Only to realize the bleakness around me,
Death and desolation,
would seemingly be my confidant
The shadow of misery....

...ewan ko ba...

2006-07-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

hay nako

just came from the forums kanina
naging oki naman pero there were heated arguements nga...
The 3 magna cum laudes were all present

ayun...

Gelo delivered a speech that he's not sour graping and that what he is fighting for is that the leakage issue to be cleared up because we are a tainted batch nga etc... That he went all his way here in the phils to study nursing tapus ganun may leakage...

Ma'am Famorca speak up her thoughts that @ first e she was not shocked with the standing 83% kasi nga, we are pasaway, some were not attentive and there was news na people are playing during review nga (alam na natin kung sino sino whahaha) and others... pero un nga when she saw the grades of the passers and non passers, dun na daw cya na-shocked coz test 3 n 5 got the score. She discussed the formula used in the boards:

average 1= (S1+S2+S3+S4)/4

average 2= (S1+S2+S3+S4+S5)/5

test 5= (average1+average2)/2

so ayan ang napagaling na formula na nagbigay satin ng undeserving grade natin...

Sir Tadle naman na the reason he's fighting for this cause is that even though he is not a nurse is that the issue concerns all of us, not only the nurses but the people to whom the nurses will care, and their purpose of them as a teacher to lead... "

"Kung hindi ka magsasalita, e sino pa? Kung hindi ka kikilos sino?"

Yan sabi nya...

Ma'am Tionko speaked up about the Coalition that they formed. They knew that there was a leakage and it was formed (the Coalition) to stop the PRC from releasing results of the boards till they came up and finished the investigation at dahil naunahan sila e aun, nag-iba naman so sa Oath Taking naman kasi nga the formula and the exam perse used is not a measurement of competence of nurses the fact that there was leakage etc...

Tapus there was an open forum...

My mom was forced to speak up by Ma'am Guanhing and Ma'am Famorca to start the forums at medjo naging madrama ang mga pangyayari hehe...

She told nga about the time when we went home sa province and the relatives
congratulated us nga that I pass pero my relatives verbalized their doubts
whether I got a leakage or not, na for her e masakit ung masabihan nun kasi she knwe that we're honest and all the efforts of 4 years of hardwork, pagpupuyat at pagsusunog ng kilay e nasayang dahil sa leakage...
Na sana daw e tanggapin daw ng mga tao kung ano man ang magiging decision ng PRC about jan sa matter na yan... Na her position if there would be a retake will be oki with her and with my dad to proove to them na wala taung leakage, na di nya ako pinilit to come up with that decision, na its my decision...
At na sana daw e maging open daw taung lahat sa mga mangyayari
A studennt from sec 4 told her side that she doesnt want a retake kasi alam niyang nakapasa siya without leakage and that she knows that her results are not tainted etc..
at sinabi din nya na bkt ganun daw mga prof natin na kaya parang may descrimination with those "avegare students" at mga "brainiacs" kasi parang profs are expecting na "brainiacs" deserve to pass etc...
Sabi naman ni Ma'am Famorca na its not that they're discriminating but only its very unlikely na those people failed kasi nga they have seen their record na sa school etc at na
mag-ingat-ingat daw cya sa mga sinasabi nya kasi, oo nga, ikaw u know and think na u deserve to pass kasi u dont have the leakage pero are you sure that other people will think that way...
A mother of another student verbalized na:
Bakit ganun ang UST na inaask nila ang mga PASSERS to retake at to boycott the oath taking etc... e dapat hindi naman, na kung anong stand ng skul at bakit may mga poll and persuation to retake na lanng etc...
Sabi naman ni DEAN, na
UST's position is to uncover the truth and NOT for a RETAKE and UST will not to decide about that matters pero ang PRC at BON...
Nina, sec 7 told that
I'm not asking for your support kung ayaw daw, ang kanya lang ilalaban daw nya ito, she'll ask help from congressman kasi she wants to be assured that hindi maaapektuhan ng pesteng formula na un kung papasa cya o hindi and for to have a clean boards @ december kasi napag-alaman daw na there was switching of scores sabi daw... at alam naman niyang nag-aral cya ng mabuti pero bumagsak parin cya at may anomally ng leakage aun...
Mayor, sec 4 said
Na kahit passer cya e he wants to know the truth about the grades, and he is support on whatever UST's endeavor is...

Ayan... mga exerpts lang po...on what happen kanina

damn papers!

2006-07-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

i bought the manila bulletin today after i went to mass..

two sections of it caught my attention:

"LEAKAGE lang ba ang paraan para pumasa?HINDI!!"-this was the heading of a paid ad (malamang) ng PENTAGON.. boasting of their passing rates..that they're the best, they have the topnotchers etc..
"WE CARE. Our Track Record. Our Accomplishment. Our Pride. WE STOOD FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS OF EXCELLENT PERFORMANCE, QUALITY AND HONEST SERVICE" --RA GAPUZ Review Center. -duh. whatever.defensive po ba kayo?

parang ewan yung dalawang review center na to..magpublish ba naman sa iisang broadsheet on the same date! shet! hai dko alam bat ako naiinis sa kanila. lalo na dun sa gapuz. pareho silang nabubuhay nalang na parang wlang nangyayaring kaguluhan sa mundo nating mga nurses.

ganito ang appropriate na makita natin sa dyaryo sa sitwasyon natin ngaun e:

"our lives are on hold, thanks to you!"

-nurses of 2006

Ugh...

2006-07-29T15:18:00.000+08:00

I hate this.. i hate being stuck.. i wish we could all move on with our lives.. these people are hopeless,, they should all just rot and die slowly...

i never thought being a bum was so damn hard...

andito na lahat..

2006-07-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

... ... ... hai kasi halo2 lang ang sasabihin ko e. today: ... ... ...

+alam nyo bang pagkagising ko at habang naglalakad ako sa bakuran namen kanina natadyakan ako ng manok ng kapitbahay namen?? hahaha! kamusta naman ang gising ko di ba! walang ka-class class! hehe..
+nagpunta ako sa CAP.. kasi akala ko may pag-asa akong makakuha ng refund pero duh..wla pa rin! hahaha...
+ay bago pala yun, kumuha ako ng nbi clearance samin.. muka akong KRIMINAL sa pic. hehehe.. umiral na naman
+then i visited some hospitals and checked with their requirements for application.. aun.. pare-pareho lang halos.. cv.. transcript.. nbi..etc..
+then we drove home.. dun ko nakita c DREW ARELLANO! hahaha! nagyoyosi sa kanyang ford escape driving along boni station ng mrt.. hai. gusto kong picturan!
+tapos nagtext c tina at mia.. na suspended daw ang oath taking.. uhmm.. ok na din kasi at least di lang namatay yung issue.
+then i heard it on the radio sa news. so confirmed.
+tpos may kelangan akon i email tpos wlang kuryente sa kwarto ko!!!!!!! grrrrrrrr! nilipat ko pa pc ko. hai hai. ang galing talaga ng araw na to.
+HMMM. ARJAY.. DELAYED REACTION AKO.. PERO DON'T BE SAD NA KASI DI NAMAN GANUN KA ACCURATE YUNG BOARDS NA YUN E. TSAKA MADAME KA NAMANG FRIENDS NA NAGMAMAHAL SA YO.. O DI BA!
+ayan.. so.. i'll just leave u guys with a pic of PHIL RITCHIE ng rockstar supernova. natanggal cya kagabi kainis! hehe..

anu.ba.yan.(!)

2006-07-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

anu ba yan.

na settle ko na nga ang mga issues sa mga nanggugulo sakin, eto naman ang NURSING.

kamusta naman... sabihin na lang nila kung gusto nila tau maging nurse o hindi. wala nang churvahan sa tabi tabi (nahawa lng ako sa salita ng kaibigan kong c dekay).

ANU BA.

ANO BA TALAGA???????

ginagalit ako ng PRC na yan ha....AT masama ako magalit.

OATH TAKING SUSPENDED!!!!

2006-07-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

ayun the title says it all... suspended hahaha

at ang CGFNS e suggested na wag muna mag-file dahil sayang ang money draft kung may pending case pa tayo... yun lang :)

tnx guys!!!!

2006-07-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

hay grabe d ko akalain na maraming magrereact sa HAY!! ko na blog... hehehe... frend ko nga kayooooooo.... sobrang thank you... hehehhe... alam kung kaya ko 2... hehehe it's nice to know that you're there guys...

buhay

2006-07-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

Ola! Como Esta?

nursing diagnosis:
alteration in comfort, pain related to presence of multiple mouth sores secondary to stress...

this is what happening to me... stress sobra... ang daming iniisp... kelangang gawin... ngayon ko na-fifill that there's little time na for cgnfs at meron na din kaming spanish class... hehehe... ayun... nakakapaisip pa din yang boards na yan kasi kahit pasa nga e ang dami na nagyayari na mag-baback-fire sa atin kahait we're honest

RRRRRJJJJJJJJJJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ovious na depress ka... hindi na kelangang itanung yun... and i emphatize on what happened to you and to the other 62. Hindi lang ikaw ang friend kong sinawing-palad... madami din kau... at nakakadisapoint kung bkt nangyari satin ito na we are cheated. Sorry I am the one who broke the news pero pangit naman if I lied... Ayun...

Pero, God will never give u something that u can't solve... bglaan nga lang kasi isang super major ang binigay sau... sabi nga sa homily kanina sa st jude...

Open your eyes wide on the things around you... What is given to you
may not be unexpected but in the long run, you'll discover the reason ...
God will never give something that you cannot do something about...

Nag-mass kasi kami sa St. Jude kanina and maganda ang homily... Maybe, this would be a test Rj to make you strong... Mdjo isang one time big time nga lang... At tama sila na its IMPOSSIBLE na walang leakage so, malaki ang chance that you got that result becasue of the anomaly... Hindi ka bobo, like what you told me before kasi kung bobs ka e d sana, d ka naka-graduate... at alam naming mga ka-RLE mu ang potential and skills mo...

The college is doing their best... Kanina e kausap ni Dean ang isang Dean na madre and a lot of meetings kasama sina Ma'am Guanhing, Sir Tadle, Ma'am Famorca at Asst Deam... may ginagawa sila so don't loose hope, pero sa ngayun, keep your self busy go on with life at mag-ipon ka! :p

Dito lang kami, kaya dont attempt to make tago tago!

Lahat tayo, malamang ganun ang mangyayari na go with the flow muna sa ngayon habang wala pang major hakbang ang college pero may ginagawa sila...

AKALAIN MO!

2006-07-27T15:42:00.000+08:00

akalain mong member pala ako nitong blog na ito! wala akong kaalaalam...

akalain mo ring marami pala akong dapat inaasikaso by now at hindi ko rin alam yun... nclex, ielts, driver's license, nbi clearance... dentist appointment ko (bwahahaha! kelangan maayos na ipin ko bago ako umalis!).... PERO...

kahit hindi ako naniniwala sa systema ng nursing licensure dito sa pilipinas, tuloy parin ang buhay.. kelangan ko nang ihanda ulit ang aking sarili para mag aral muli dahil sa mga susunod na buwan ay haharap nanaman ako sa bagong yugto ng aking buhay. mahirap man aminin, talagang tumatanda na ako at unti unti nang nalilipasan ng panahon. di magtatagal, kakailanganin ko na rin na kumayod para sa aking sarili at para naman makapagretiro na ang aking mahal na ama at ina.

marahil, sa nakalipas na board exams, naka-tiyamba lang ako sa pagsagot ng mga katanungan. alam ko na alam niyong mga kaklase ko na medyo kakaiba ang examination na ating kinuha. kaya naman para sa mga kaklase kong sinawimpalad sa unang pagkakataon na pagkuha ng eksamen, gusto kong sabihin sa inyo na hindi pa tapos ang laban... at hindi kayo ang may problema kung hindi ang mga gumawa ng tanong.

-------------------------------------------------------this part is for rj------------------------------------------------------------
friend, pasensya ka na at d kita masyadong kinomfort when you felt so low. i know kasi na this is not a joking matter to you kaya i don't want to just joke around and act as if nothing happened. sorry talaga... i'm not good with "serious" stuff and conversations kasi. alam mo naman na green jokes ang expertise ko. pero eto seryoso....

alam kong marami kayong hindi nakapasa.. pero, hindi lahat kayong 62 (o 63) who didn't made it aren't failures. lalo ka na. i've seen you and worked with you for 2 years kaya masasabi ko na isa kang nurse, magaling na nurse. you are worthy being called a great and good nurse kasi thomasian ka. wag kang mag doubt sa sarili mo dahil hindi ka nakapasa, kasi test lang yan nan. for the past 4 years, you've proven yourself already na magaling ka. kaya nga nakagraduate ka sa isang prestigious na university e. saka sa dami niyong hindi naging mapalad, IMPOSSIBLE... i repeat... IMPOSSIBLE na walang hokus pokus na nangyari. hindi magwawala ang university natin kung walang anomaly sa board exams.

so... tulad ko... dapat, tuloy parin ang buhay. kahit magwowork ka, ok lang. basta libre ko sa sweldo ha! painom ka. eventually, we'll be all practicing this profession. unahan na lang tayo yumaman!

ehem RJ...

2006-07-27T09:36:00.000+08:00

RJ.. i have no doubts na kaya mo mag move on.. malay mo in a weird sense.. eto na yung "bangga sa pader" ng buhay mo.. sabi nga sa sister act:

if u wanna be somebody

if you wanna go somewhere

you better wake up and pay attention..

Lahat tayo may kanya kanyang bagyo sa buhay, friend.. weather weather lang.. ang importante ay kung paano ka babangon at babaguhin ang buhay mo from this experience... i know you will learn a lot of things from this .. wala kaming doubt na you deserved to pass that exam... this is a new beginning, a clean slate ulit.. start over and we'll help you pass :) by..... feeding you... hehe.. alam ko deep inside your heart.. magaling ka na nurse.. i mean.. if we get past your katamaran at ka "gentlemanan" mo.. hehehe..

Stand up for yourself.. and take control of your life.. kaya mo yan...nandito lang kami.. :)

to aljay

2006-07-27T07:33:00.000+08:00

aljayyyy....

alam mo naman nandito lng kami if ever u need anything... suportado ka naman ng ating kakaibang rle and the others! hehe...

just keep an open mind about the stuff that's happening to you. wag mo naman pahirapan sarili mo! alam mo naman na bilib ako sa powers mo "boss" (hehe), dahil di ka namin matinag nuon!

shucks kami ba ung nagsabi din na magkaproblema ka naman? yung retreat yan db? heehee...one time, big time ka pala magkaproblema. odb...at may pakialam ka na!

cge...
let's all hope for the best na lng...

HAY!!!!

2006-07-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

hay... naku... ang hirap pala nang my mga iniisip no... kailangan ko ngaun ng peace of mind... d ko p alam ung ibig sabihin nito dati akala ko joke2 lng na peace of mind kadalidaling gawin.. pero bakit d maalis sa isip ko mga nangyari... ansakit sa puso literally ksi minsan sa kakaisip ko sa mga nangyari kinakabahan ako at sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko....

ganito pala ang magkaroon ng totoong problema.. naalala ko tuloy sabi ng kaklase ko dati na bakit hindi daw ako nagkakaproblema at sabi mgkaproblema nman daw ako pls... hehehe

ngayon my problema n ako... kaya ko ba 2??? oo nman kakayanin ko to'... ansakit din na marinig na umiyak si mama dahil sa mga nangyari.. all these years i've done good to all the things... pero ngayon binigo ko sila... hehe

ayaw ko nang magisip.. pero sabi nga ni kuya- ok lng yan dahil d nman credible ung board ngayon, my nkapagsabi pa nga sa kanya na natatakot daw ung mga kakilala nyang pumasa dahil nung 1987 daw na board e nagkaleakge din daw at na-ban ung mga nkapasa dun a US... ewan ko lng kung totoo...

marami akong iniisip at nirarason para matangap itong pagkabagsak ko...

hay nako... niloloko ko lng b ang sarili ko??? o ito ang paraan para maka move on??

sO wEirD...

2006-07-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

[Hello po! hehe... share ko lang 'to.. ala akong malagay eh...
galing to sa blog ko..:)]

Now that I have passed, why does it feel all so weird?

Our university got a rating, I so not expected... I really think there was a mistake.. Because we have been provided with the best professors, best school in nursing, and best of the best there is.

We are always labeled as the cream of the crop. The best of the best. the top 300 plus students of nursing. That's what we are.... But, are we??

As I come to think of it, the more I realize that too much confidence might get you nowhere.
You can never be too sure of your fate, so might as well bring the most out of that moment.
Faith brings you confidence.
You just have to focus yourself to the goal you want to reach.
Nothin's impossible.

... and the list goes on.. In the end what matters more are the ones who still stand inspite of the vicious cycle of life... the bittersweet memories that reflects the personality of the person which makes them strong... I just hope that after what had happened to our batch, we would still make a name for ourselves, for our family, alma mater and be proud of it.

I don't know if I will be happy that the results came out. I am so relieved when I found out that I passed the exams... But the happiness I felt wouldn't come out right.. Maybe because the results didn't show what should have been there. I mean, there are a lot of my batchmates who deserves to pass but wasn't able to pass because of the statistics given by PRC... which I think is totally unfair..

Just imagine, you studied so hard for that darn exam and you didn't manage to pass? Damn! ...

But as they say, life goes on... you just have to be brave to face those challenges that might come your way.. you just have to be strong and believe in yourself... For no one will be able to get you to the top except YOU....

Its hard to accept the cold hard fact but if that would only mean to increase your motivation of reaching your goal, then its a constructive failure ready to mold you in the best person you can ever be....

hehehe...ako nga pla c francine:) iba pangalan ko dito eh..:)
kung ala kayo mgawa visit nyo nalang tong blog ko tingnan nyo lang: CLICK HERE
Tapos mag tag narin kayo ha... salamat!!:)

TRASH,CORRUPTION,GREED and all sorts of STUPIDITY!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

this is originally from a previous post somewhere else hehe.......

this is the week that killed me..........

this would also be the week that would make me more mature...................

the damned board results are out.............guess what i fuckin' failed....y? coz of my own stupidity that i could pass it with 1 week of self review....HAHAHAHA poor me stupid me....

i havent learned from my mistakes and still i did it...so what NOW.... i learned a hard lesson....to fail my family and school is much worse hahahaha....what a selfish son only thinking of himself!>>>>>>>

now i've accepted it

NOW i realized that its time to change yet again i should just do it not say it.....its better done than said.....

...... and to the other issues this week..................

PEOPLE in the government seem to be the stupidest greediest money grabbing people in the whole world.......... its the lair of CORRUPTION, DECEIT and all sorts of shit (haha i ran out of words i might say) anyway whether from the stupid president down to the SUPPOSED to be "DIGNIFIED and HONEST" people of a particular BOARD of a profession it seems no one is assured of good SERVING PEOPLE......nowadays it is rampant that people no matter where you go especially in this wretched COUNTRY are what we call "BASURA".... they exchange their DIGNITY their LICENSES their DUTY for a certain amount of MONEY....well in my opinion they should all pay for their wrongdoings...... first the stupid "president" who thinks that she could get away by controlling all the other departments in her term as the so called "president",,,,, well there will come a time for her DAMNATION!!!!!!!!!!
next in line are the two BOARD OF NURSING members......hmmmmmmmmmmmmhhh i suppose they are really good...............NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well they are really good in exchanging their DIGNITY and their LICENSE for a certain amount of price.....well they' re not humans i think coz they can be bought for a certain amount of money.....all of the hard work they did to get to the status they are and all of a sudden exchange it for a certain "PRICE".... owwwww as a friend says they are the EPITOME OF SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! yes they are indeed the EPITOME OF SHIT....yes people you are not blind nor do have eye problems... you can read it aloud if you would like to....DEAR EPITOMES OF SHIT how much is your soul?????????????????? that is the big question which is all applicable to, not only to the TWO ASSHOLES but to the PIG, the FILTHY GAY PIG who distributed "UNKNOWINGLY" the said LEAKAGE......it must have been a really really large sum of money for them to risk all of their hard earned work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well what can you expect here in the

PHILIPPINES

a so called CHRISTIAN COUNTRY wherein lies people of all kinds of SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what i can say is that the remaining GOOD PEOPLE stand up for the rights of all to have a "CLEAN COUNTRY" well you know what i mean..............lets put these kinds of people to their knees and put them where they should all belong....... to HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes to HELL coz they have caused widespread havoc and destruction of lives here in our already poor country.............we got to fight for our rights!!!!!!!!!!!! i've got a song for them. it's also a sorta message for all those who are EVIL

“Ventriloquist”

Destruction, murder, war, chaos
All have a purveyor
Hidden by power
Using puppets for their fucked up show

Chorus

You think we’re blind to see
You think we’re deaf to hear
You think we’re mute to speak
To know the bullshit you deny you do

Using authority
The weak used by filthy pigs
To do their dirty work
Using others as cover ups

Humanity robbed off of their will
Forced to be blind
Forced to be deaf
Forced to be mute
Forced by the ventriloquist

well here it is!!!!!!!!!! the time for their damnation is yet to come and we have a duty to make it a point that it happens.............. IMMOLATION for their corporeal bodies, IMMOLATION for their souls!!!!!!!!!!!!! DEATH and SUFFERING is not enough for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as i have heard in a METAL song======== KILL THEM ALL LET GOD SORT THEM OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a blue sky waiting tomorrow.

2006-07-24T09:42:00.000+08:00

haay guys...

kung pwede lng, tatanggalin ko lahat ng anxiety sa mundo...

kung pwede lang, gagawin ko kayong masaya dahil nakakalungkot talaga ang mga nangyayari...

kung pwede lang, magtatayo ako ng hospital na tayo lang ang magtatrabaho (chaka c Dr. delicious, c Dr. richard, c Dr. crush-ko...hehe) bawal ang mga nagleakage!

at kung papayagan nyoko...
kakantahan ko kayo!!! (dahil alam kong gumaganda lang ang "singing voice" ko pag lashing...hehehe)

When do stars fade their light?
Does the moon and the sun make it right
For you the world maybe
Like an endless storm chasing a mystery
Is there hate in your heart?
Does your body drop and tell you to stop
Loving you or loving me
When it all falls down you just sing with me
Coz there’s a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it’s all we need
Oh don’t you wash away that smile
You just look out the window and see the light
It’s beautiful to be alive
It’s wonderful to live a life
The sun is sure to shine
For you and me for everyone
So don’t be sad it’s just the start
Of a new beginning in your life
Rain will keep on pouring
Some things you can’t control
And while the sun seems far and hard to hold
It will unfold
There will always be a blue sky
A blue sky waiting tomorrow

(blue sky-hale)

-o db... c papa champ! eh hayaan nyo na maganda naman ang kanta...hehe.

alam kong mahal natin ang nursing... therefore hindi tayo papabayaan ni...

FLORENCE NIGHTINGALE.
kung nasan man siya. =^___^=

time machine

2006-07-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

oo nga!
sakay tau sa time capsule/machine,
para mahanap natin ang nagkalat ng leakage,
mamatay na yang nagkalat ng leakage!!!
at mamatay na din ang mga pumasang may leakage!!!

nakakinis i'm so stressed...
as manifested by labile affect, 3 mouth sores and tongue sore...
di pa maka-move sa career path ko,
bcozanything could happened within 1 month before oath taking...

i'm so depressed...
walang makausap about these issues,
kundi kayu din na undergoing the same dilemma...
wala man lang magcoconfort dahil we're all feeling the same
even the chinese community,
we're avoiding because one of us didn't make it...
at ang hirap!!!
SAKAY NA LANG TAYO SA TIME MACHINE...

yeah baby!

2006-07-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

i like the time machine part. gusto ko ung parang sa austin powers...yeah baby!
hehe...

wala lang.

2006-07-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

sakay nalang tayo ng time machine

tapos sa umpisa palang ireveal na natin na may leakage.

dammit. i'm running outta ideas on what to do with this board anomaly.

sh*t.

chaotic

2006-07-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

hay grabe talaga yang leakage sa boards...

pati ang mga innocent e nadadamay! its CRAP!!! Sana lang, the TRUTH WILL PREVAIL and the culprits would be PUNISHED!

lalong nagiging complicated ang buhay ko at natin!

instead na we're moving sa mga "lay-out plans" e, hindi makagawa ng move because of that! WHA! CRAP!

to retake or not to retake

2006-07-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

gosh

grabe... ang hirap sa totoo lang kasi we deserve that R.N. to be affixed after our name...

but like what my mom said, it is better to fail and have not cheated rather that to pass cheating...

mahirap i-sacrifice pero its for the dignity naman. Pumayag ang mom ko to retake because of the long term effects the leakage will bring... like those pin pointed by Ma'am Famorca...

Will go to Lucena tomorrow. I hoped that in giving my open letter to those I know there e I could influence them to search for the truth...

ay nako..

2006-07-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

nawala yung manuscript?

hindi ba dapat you guard that thing with your lifE? ano ba yon pinambalot ng tinapa sa bahay nila? Sino ba naman ang tao na basta basta na lang ihihiwalay sa sarili nya yung test questions?

Bullshit.

bullsh*t!

2006-07-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

(kahit na wala ako sa conference tonight eto yung mga gusto kong sabihin..)

AYAN NA CGURO ANG PINAKAWIDELY USED TERM NGAUNG ARAW NA TO.

ehhh.. bullsh*t naman talaga e! gnagwa nlang TANGA lahat ng tao. gumawa gawa cla ng gulo tpos di na nga nla mlusutan dahil huling huli na cla, pilit pa rin cla nagrarationalize using their warped reasons. di kami ganun katanga ha.grrr!

uist napanuod nyo ba sa gma…?
sabi ng dalawang bruha:

nawala daw ang manuscript nla days before the exam..

(duh..ran out of alibis? is that your best shot? ehh.. eto pala cya e! bat di nya nireport? at baket may test questions pa rin kahit “nawala” ang manuscript? pero ang totoong tanong.. how much is that manuscript in the window? arf! arf!)

o kaya daw baka may nakakuha nung pinapaxerox nya!

(xerox? baket? e di ba mimeographed ang exam? bat kelangan ipaxerox? baket?)

… … … … hai … … …

eto pa ha.. black sheep ng uste ang napupull down satin into the ground ha? kung talagang walang leakage.. isn’t he pissed off because of the issue? hindi ba’t kasiraan din yun sa kanya? its not enough that he gives a statement that indeed there was no leakage coz there’s no proof! wlang may matinong isip ang maniniwala sa kanya!!!!!! if he’s got nothing to hide, really.. i dare him to join us in proving the truth. cge lang.

--

2006-07-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

i hope the lives of the people who instigated this damn leakage would be crushed, 100x more, for the utter chaos they have caused... for the currently tainted nursing profession, for the disappointment and trouble they have brought ...for NOT THINKING about the consequences of their actions...

akala ba nila hindi sila kakalabanin?

how stupid.

hindi ba nila na-realize that nurses are critical thinkers(except for them) therefore hindi sila titigilan. hindi sila titigilan talaga.

haay.

i just wish this will be settled soon.

but then...nandito nga pala tayo sa pilipinas.......

ingat ingat na lang sa kanila na involved...

42,006 minus 17, 821....yan ang hahabol sa kanila.

oh nde din pala mananahimik ang ilan sa 17, 821 na yan...hehe

ang dami nyan....

bakeeeeeeeeet?

2006-07-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

DAMN YOU SALAZAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *luhod, angat ng kanang kamay.. at tingin sa kalangitan*

grabe.. kanina, ibang iba ang Air sa college natin.. di ko matanggap na ganon sila kalungkot.. lahat ng mga profs natin.. nakakagulat talaga.. di ko akalain na masasaktan ako ng ganito kahit nakapasa ako..

Nakakainis.. bakit kaya ganon no? pano kayo magiging board of nursing/president ng PNA kung ganyan ang moralidad nyo?! aba! hanep! kayo na dapat na naguuphold ng DIGNITY and COMPETENCY ng Nursing sa Pilipinas eh kayo pa ang mga nangungunang pasaway!!!! Naiinis ako sa inyo!! sinasayang nyo ang position nyo para gumawa ng mga katangahan!! ang daming nadamay dahil SELFISH KAYOOOOOOOOO.......shelfish...talaba...

Ipako sa Krus!! Sunugin!!

Get Out, Get Lost, Evaporate!!!!

Kahit hindi ako nakikinig o magaling sa STAT.. alam ko namang parang ewan yung ginawa nyong paraan para makakuha ng grade!!

Bakit may grade yung isang test na VOID?

Bakeeeeeeeeeet??????

Vhelie: welcome to allstarbums!! :)

oOoOps!

2006-07-20T19:53:00.001+08:00

hi guys!

sorry bigla bigla nalang ako umepal sa blog ha..
i forgot to introduce myself..

ako nga pala c vhel..

salamat sa pag invite! (ekai)
tma k ekai, i'll have my turn on whining..
kasi naman yung mga classmates ko nung hs all i can read in their blogs are:

"my life is too complicated"

"baket ba ganito?"

"pwede pa ba ako sumaya?"

well.. pana panahon lang yan.. at ngaun ang ating MOMENT. we all have our share of that weird ambivalent feelings. mixed emotions. parang wala tayong karapatan magcelebrate. pakiramdam ko.
haay. lam nyo ba.. may nagtop na tga-samin sa boards.

pangalan: paris, odyssey

naaaaks! pangalan palang pamatay na e,
pero hello?!!
naman ang school..

university of regina carmeli.

my cousin patrick got kicked out from our high school at jan cya dumeretso. so much for their reputation.duh..

haaaay.. peanut BITTER ba ako? may karapatan naman ako(tayo) di ba..
there are so many people who deserve to have their names on the list pero wla.
crap.

crap. crap. crap.
so much for our so much awaited results.

mY tiMe tO WHINE!

2006-07-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

the results are out. i may be in it, but:

is this a cover-up of some sort for a mess that none of us did? we SOoOoO don't deserve this.

nobody wanted this issue. at least nobody from us. duh. we were nervous like hell, not knowing some others are already confident they'll pass: even with half of a brain--well that's all they have, half of it. right?

they say it's not true. whatever. i mean how many percent of the accused admit a crime that they actually committed? pero if there's smoke--there's fire.its that easy. i don't really care where this issue came from, what matters is that those responsible should answer to whatever they did wrong..

the people behind this know that the issue will eventually die, after the release of the results, since those who passed will probably be busy hunting for jobs and searching for a good, if not for a better life. i hope not. i am hoping that it will not die.

bket kelangang isakripisyo ang dangal ng ating mahal na unibersidad dhil sa mga taong umaabuso sa kanilang kapangyarihan? hindi sa lahat ng panahon tamang manahimik at hayaan nalang tayong tapak tapakan ng mga may katungkulang nagpapagamit sa mayayaman at nakatataas sa lipunan.

hmppf!

halo halo

2006-07-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

mixed emotions...

ambivalent...
happy yet sad...
excited but not...
I'm very dissapointed though I passed the exams...
People are very happy for me but I'm not that happy for myself coz I know a lot of them are left behind...
Most of them are my friends...
And though some were not really friends but acquiantances, I am still sad...
It's not they're fault 'coz they did their part...
Ma'am Guanhing told me before that "It is unfortunate for us who are innocent"
Ayun, we are victims of this tradegy...
Malas ng batch natin, bakit sa atin pa?!
Pesteng GAPUZ YAN! Umamin na pero ha, ang lame ng excuse: May nagfax daw sakanila and they didn't know that it was leakage?! STUPID!
Pero like what RJ and others said, God has plans for us, we may not see it at first but eventually its true purpose will surface...
Tama yang gnagawa mo RJ, huwag kang magtago coz wala namang tayong magagawa if we run from the conflict (Stress Management ba?!)
Yap Ekai, I need Soul and Vitality Booster, Nanghihina na ako sa mga nangyayari...
One of my hs kada was also unfortunate, and nagtatatgo cya, sana na lng we could contact her tomorrow...
We're just here for you, kahit na hanggang usap lang e, that's we can offer na lng...
LOVE YOU GUYS! NO MATTER WHAT!

Bittersweet

2006-07-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hay..

Magrereklamo daw ang UST.. apparently.. they are OUTRAGED. Nagtop ang MADOCS.. at St. Louis.. kahinahinala? Kayo na ang bahalang maghusga..

Tangina.. Bakla pala si Gapuz.. chaka!

Kelangan ko ng Aegis of the Immortal... I need to resurrect.. sana phoenix na lang ako.. para kapag gusto kong mag erase.. erase.. erase.. i'll just go up in flames and be reborn again.. kaso mahirap yon eh.. di ako bird.

Kayo.. anong kelangan nyo sa DotA?

Flor: natawa naman ako sa MALABO-NGA. hehe :P

hay life....

2006-07-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

hay naku... wala ako magawa ksi naghihintay ako d2 sa prc para matignan ung grade ko... knina sabi 1pm tpos pagbalik 3pm nman daw... hay sana wag na silang mambwisit pa no!!!.... hehehe

happy...sad...

2006-07-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

i am happy.
i am sad.

ano gusto nyo unahin ko?

cge...

ung happy muna...

reasons why i am happy:

- i passed the board exams.

- i did not get lost in cubao today (cheer naman dyan)..and i rode the right train sa mrt. to monumento. yes. to monumento... i wont forget BONI station though. napakamemorable. ang isang babaeng taga bulacan, intending to go to north edsa should not be at boni station ng 8:30 ng gabi (i rode the 4th train na dumating! super full of people!!!!!!) well...absentmindedness... in its late stages.

- been hanging out with my super friends lulu and dekay (significant kwento: after training yesterday... they picked me up at libis and went to greenhills...may ginawa lng c lulu related to her work...then we went to katipunan to the usual tambayan of dekay and her ateneo fwends. so together wid her ateneo frndz naginuman kami. yes. somebody who just got lost sa mrt the day before shouldn't go home ng hilo dahil baka umabot nako ng makati nyan...so nag road trip ang mga tao! punta sila dito sa bulacan! oo buhay pa naman silang nakauwi. medyo di lng napansin ang mga humps sa village namin...

di ko na ulit gagawin un!

- im happy because astig team name namin sa training. we are the.....MEAN GIRLS. alam nyo ba mga ibang team names? brainy jazz, high spirits, A+ team...at kami...MEAN GIRLS. papakilala ko cla sa inyo!!!!

mean girl #1: jelly

mean girl #2: phoebe

mean girl #3: yshie

mean girl #4: flor

mean..uh...girl #5: jeffrey

:p taray!

- my mom really did something sweet to me today , its something that she normally does not do ...because i left the house super sad.

o cge..sad naman...

- 83% passing rate ng UST.

- i didnt want to go home today. but i had nowhere to go after talking to the trainer.

- i will drop the training, and its not because i want to. goodbye epixtar. goodbye mean girls. and less chances of meeting up with dekay and lulu kasi.................
- c mr. malabonga tlga... MALABO- nga. aun.

so un nga...

i feel so bad about everything.

but wala akong magagawa. kelangan ko ng SOUL BOOSTER (sabi ni ekai hehe)

hay hay haaaaaaay.

i want my own life.

pero....ewan.

Nothing Changes

2006-07-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

So its finally here.. THE DAY..
Sabi nga nila.. You can't have everything..

"Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is Alchemy's First Law of Equivalent Exchange.

Itong quote...
Wala talaga tong kinalaman.. nanonood lang ako ng anime! hehe..
No matter what happens.. magkakaibigan pa rin tayo.. :)
Imbitado ka na sa kainan sa Imus.. RJ!
Saka wag ka magtatago.. ALAM NAMIN KUNG SAN KA NAKATIRA!

Mahal ka pa rin namin no matter what! Diba Guys!!?!?

Congrats to all!!

So What Now?!

BOARDS

2006-07-19T12:52:00.000+08:00

congratulations fellow bloggers... hehehehe
pagbutihan nyo ha...

i know your still there when i need you...
dont forget to text me sa mga outing ha....
hehehe,huhuhu

people...

2006-07-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

sigh!

i thought everything was put back where it belonged...

i know that no one is perfect...

and that everybody deserves a second chance...

to forget the past but to serve as a lesson and proceed with the present...

why is it that some people are still confined to the imperfections of the other whereas they too have their own?

why are they preoccupied on the wrong deeds committed and keep on blaming when it happend long ago?

why are they not giving the person the right to redeemed herself but insteed puts her down even more?

just a piece of my mind...

shoe shopping... among other things....

2006-07-15T10:23:00.000+08:00

hmm...
hay hay hay...
alam nyo... nakakawalang gana... tlga... ang malamang maaaring mawalan ng kwenta ang almost 3 months of effort sa aral, 4 years of torture and sleepless nights...sana lng...

anyway... it can be really stressful thinking about the board exams and its issues... nakakapangit yan! heehee

rj! hahahaha... siguro TINAMAD ka tumawid sa tamang tawiran! hahahaha... nde naman ikaw ang BOSS ng alabang police! at minutes na punishment? TAMAD KA TALAGAAAA!!!!

so anyway... habang lahat kau ay nandyan sa mall of asia nanunuod ng pirates 2 (huhuhuhu)... at ako eto... eto.

kwento ko na lang ang araw ko kahapon....

so...thursday morning epixtar called me up because i had to meet with somebody. helloo...bumabagyo. anyway, come friday, sobrang maulan! my dad said i shouldn't go there na. but i was dressed already! so AGAIN, against my parent's wishes, lumuwas ako (OF COURSE, i had a limited budget ulit...damn...) i had OTHER plans din actually... i wanted to meet my super friends lulu and dekay. oo! lulusob ako sa bagyo just to see them!...(they're my childhood friends pala...used to hang out at each other's place)

sorry guys kung nde ko na yun magawa today!...pamiss naman ako ng onti sa inyo..heehee! madalas naman tau nagkakasama dati!

anyway.. the interview/orientation was okay, first na nakilala ko was HAROLD (glenn? glenn? hahahaha!) kc sabay kami nagintay... anyway... lulu was there waiting for me din. ay! ang kawawang puso ng kaibigan ko! i HAD to cheer her up! so after the epixtar thing, sabi ko, let's go see dekay! i haven't seen her since fourth year highschool!

so go kami sa may countryside village...and along the way... i realized... I MISS PASIG!!!!!!
HUHUHUHU...
daan kami sa rosario church where i once participated in their sagala...
daan kami sa may de castro where we bought tinapay...
daan kami sa may dona juliana where we dropped off some of my busmates...
daan kami sa CIUDAD GRANDE! oh i miss everyone sa village ko datiii!!!!!!
nakita ko ang krazyQ kung san ako natuto mag billiards... haaayyy!
but definitely! nde ko na miss ang traffic! hehehehe

anyway.. thanks sa spatial intelligence ni lulu (sha nagsabi nyan)... nakarating kami sa house ni dekay!

so nung nandun kami of course, we updated each other a bit. we talked about our job hunting days! hehehe... our being overdressed during interviews, adventures, and shempre tips from lulu, the kind of work we're going into...what type of employee kami (example: lulu- seasonal employee --> tag-ulan na kaya nagresign na cya hehehe!) and also i also saw some pictures nung bata pa ako (nyeeeeee...chubby cheeeeeks!)

then dekay asked us to accompany her sa galleria to go shoe shopping! weeee...hehehe... she needed shoes for her work!
so libot libot sa galleria, we kept dekay from being distracted to buy other stuff ( focus dekay... focus) hehehe... mahirap tlga maging babae lalo na kung may shopping mney ka!

shoe shopping: parang sa lalaki yan...andami dami mong nakikitang maganda, mahirap pumili... PERO! pag nakita mo na ung THE perfect shoes...tigil na ang shopping dahil un na un!
(dekay, lulu, flor, 2006)

and nakasabay pa namin sa elevator si jackie lou blanco (katabi ko!)... aun... napabili din ng blush-on ako... mahirp na magmukhang pasyente sa first day ng training! hehe

we ate sa isang thai resto...yummy bagoong rice! (ooops.. i ate something bawal...---> kating kati na ako nung pauwi ! hehe)
so..we talked abt highschool and gradeschool days!
didn't remember throwing up sa car nila dekay when we were still kids hehe!

so un...
it was nice hanging out with them... to see na nothing has changed sa friendship namin... kahit na sabi nila nawala daw ako sa "circulation" for a while :)

cgro... kaya din i pursued a job sa libis...to be with my friends i miss most :)

aun... these things has helped na rin in a way to distract me from being too anxious abt the board results... and to rethink stuff too :)

basta guys! kaya natin toh! sabi nga ng mga koreano : AJA!
(melai...enge naman kami copy nung asian civ nateeeennn)

let's just hope for the best... hmmm pede din tau mag rally sa tapat ng prc kung gusto nyo...hihihi!

haaaayy...life.

Jaywalking!?!?!?!

2006-07-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

jaywalking is not in my dictionary... it doesn't exist in the Philippines for all i know even though my superego knows that there's a law regarding jaywalking... hehehe

well it exist in alabang for your information.... let me tell you a stupid story about jaywalking...

july 10, 2006........ @ quarter to twelve noon

I was sleeping like this... 'supersleep dba'

then my CP rang cause i've got a message...
just a number displayed in my celfone saying oi! punta k b, d2 n kmi atc.
what? who's this? even though i have a hint that its anna i asked her who she was? then she told that she got a new number and that ekai, yyen, zherdy are already with her in atc....

OMG i thought that monday lunch with anna was cancelled because yyen might not make it in manila that day.. i texted melai the day before: ei! 2loy b 2m? she replied no, ireresked daw.. ok that was fine and yet 'natuloy'...

so back to the text anna asked me if i can make it.. then i said yes and i immediately jump off my bed, took a shower, fixed myself and i go directly to atc.... but not Directly... hahaha...

i don't know how to get to atc, i texted them that there's a bus in slex that stops at alabang and we decided that i'll text them when i arrive there... then i took the bus and down the alabang palengke (if that's really the place...) i texted them to asked where would i go or what jeep will i ride... but you know i'm impatient so i walk where my feet would bring me waiting for their text!!!

@ one pm

i go to alabang terminal cause i know there would definitely have a jeep going to atc... then melai called that i should ride a zapote jeep... then i found one zapote jeep but it's still waiting for 'pasaheros' so i decided to go back to palengke cause iv'e seen zapote jeeps there... i run because i am super late for a lunch right!!??

as i was about to cross the street i saw that the traffic officer was about to let the cars pass and i would be late for crossing that pedestrian lane... so what i did was to cross the street making a slant line and at the end of that slant line was a girl in a uniform standing there , waiting there and said what did you just do?? and i make up stories that i'm in a hurry cause i need to get in asian hospital and asking directions where i should go but then my AWA EFFECT was not effective and told me that i need to read the law regarding jaywalking and its punishment... wahhhhhhhhh!!!!

then she accompanied me in their police station and another woman was sitting there (as if she knows that im another stupid jerk that jaywalked) she passed me to her and accompanied me upstairs where the little law regarding jaywalking was hidden.(hehehe as if it is in a cave) then i saw a stack of chairs where a dirty folder with a short bond paper pasted in it... ow!! it's the law that they are saying... then i just scan over it and i saw
FIRST PENALTY: 100 pesos or one (1) day na pagkakakulong.... SHIT!!!!! wala na ako money!!!!
the woman said you need to clean at the front of the police station.. then i asked if i can do that fast but she said i must do it in hours so i immediately get my wallet scan over it and i only saw a whooping 170 pesos wow... i took the 100 peso bill and gave it to another lady who is issuing a receipt... (wow sosyal, my receipt p db??!!!)

@ quarter to two pm
i texted melai that i was caught jaywalking and that i don't have money.... and she texted me tutubusin k b nmin dyan?... hahaha i laugh out loud there that i made a stupid thing in my life JAYWALKING

.......whew that was a tragic story at alabang......

at the end i arrived at north park @ two pm to have lunch.. yes lunch at two pm... as i enter i saw yyen, ekai, melai, zherdy and anna waving at me with their ''look at the stupid who jaywalked'' face.. hehehe

THE END......

mag-blog k nman.... hehehe

2006-07-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

hahaha... wala ako magawa ngaun kaya nagpunta ako d2 sa Que Doy Internet Shop... hahah whatta name db?!?
ok umpisahan n ntin ang kwento ayun nga wala ako magawa hehehe... nakita ko si ekai na online kya sinendan ko sya ng instant message:
rj: ei!
ekai: ei!
rj: musta nman?
ekai; " madami na syang tinype agad na tanong... hehehe d ko na nasundan... namimiss mo na yata ako tlaga... hehehehe
ekai: magblog k nman
rj: san?
ekai: sa blogger.com

kaya eto nagblog nga ako bka magalit pa sa akin si ekai... whahahaha.
pwede bang sumali sa blog na d nagpopost????

ang corny ng tagalog takte!!!! wahahaha
e nstart ko na e ayoko ng burahin 2 sayang nman... whahahahah

Still Sucks

2006-07-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

oh so ngayon, alam na natin kung sino ang gumawa ng kabulastugan sa boards..

SO What now? anong mangyayari satin? ganon pa rin naman diba? Wala pa ring results.. nakahang lang tayo lahat! People are looking towards other jobs na di nagrerequire ng Board passer..

SO kahit alam na natin kung sino ang gumawa.. nothing will change what happend and how it DEEPLY affected a LOT of people.. not only the students themselves or the schools..

it is the INTEGRITY of the already-suffering Nursing Profession in the Philippines. Families na nagbenta ng kalabaw o ng lupa para lang makapag-aral ng nursing yung panganay nila.. o kaya ilang students ang nakatambay ngayon imbis na nagtratrabaho na para mabili ulit yung kalabaw na pansaka?

How ironic.. sa lahat ng requirements para maging Board of Nursing wala naman don ang HONESTY or CLEAR CONSCIENCE eh.

ang dami nating pwedeng isumbat sa kanila tulad ng:
1. eto pala kayo eh! sana di na lang nagboards! nagpakahirap pa kameng mag-aral pwede naman palang free-for-all!!
2. nakakahiya kayo! board of nursing pa naman kayo! kayo ang inaasahan namin para magtaguyod ng profession!
3. binasa ko lahat ng libro na pwedeng basahin!! kasi sabi nyo basahin ko! tapos mga !@!#$$@ kayo!! ilalabas nyo lang ng parang diarrhea?!
4. huhu. yung kalabaw namin..!!!!

guys.. kahit anong mangyari.. sabi nga nila.. the boards is just 500 questions.. hindi ibig sabihin na magaling ka na na nurse.. o na alam mo na ang lahat.. it only means that you know the answer to every question.. kahit pa maperfect nila yon kasi nagcheat sila.. it doesn't matter in the long run. Its how you take care and relate to your patient.. it is how you help them in their time of need.

So, look up young man, look up!

pero syempre.. it still SUCKS!!! wehehe,,

Midnight Madness

2006-07-14T15:36:00.000+08:00

Gosh people alam nyo naman how my body clock works! i can't stay up THAT late or else i'll loose that argument!! waahahahaha!!!

To tina and florie: ay nako sabi ko nga kay flor ganyan talaga si Phillip. Siya ang attorney ng mga kalalakihan, literally the Saviour of Mankind.. Yyen and I have been going at him for the last 4 years!! haha. ay nako.. kahit ano pa ang argument nyo, he will DEFEND the HONOR[?!] of man.. kahit twisted na.. Phillip is the KING of RATIONALIZATION! Grabe.. kahit ako naaamaze sa mga pinagsasabi nya.. Pero diba nga..

Kahit anong bagay with the right argument can be rationalized..

pero it doesn't mean that its the right thing diba..

hay nako.. there are two sides of the story.. at least ngayon.. you guys know who to call kapag gusto nyo ng MEN's side!! and believe me.. HE WILL DELIVER! yun nga lang.. we, as women.. may not always like what he says.. pero it can help you understand THEIR side better.. Just so you know.. he means well naman :) He's a good guy.. one of the few good ones that know how to argue, that is..

Sabi nga nila:

Love is not always from the Heart.. you gotta be smart!

Yes naman nagquote pa ako sa All Saints! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank God!

2006-07-14T03:30:00.000+08:00

"The truth will set us free.", Melai told me few weeks ago after the rumors about the leakage in the board exams surface. And she was right... God made it possible with the help of those people who took risk in telling the truth about it.

Just this evening, it was reported @ TV Patrol that PRC has proven the leakage to be true and that 2 of the Board Examiners leaked it few days before the exams. They are requested to go down from their positions. And that the investigation would be transfered to the NBI (maybe for the lawsuits that may be filed to the board examiners as well as to the others involved.) Grabe ha... sayang sila, it is a prestige to be appointed as a Board Examiner and then they exchaged their honor for some leakage? They have their reasons pero I thought that they haven't thought it over too hard before doing that decision... to think na ang daming pwedeng i-file in not compliance with the following:

BON Res. 220, Code of Ethics of Nurses, RA 9173

and they haven't thought that their license might be cancelled because their act are case of moral terpitude. WHA! Samantalang tayo, we're really aspiring to get that license, and sila, they wasted it! What a shame!

Grabe... sabi ni Ma'am Llanes, just wait for the results... cguro that would be the time, the PRC would gave its decision to the people who cheated... Good Luck to us!

the great debate at bagong papable!

2006-07-13T03:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys...

oh flor, oki ka pa ba?! ako grabe, natuyot ang utak ko sa mga arguments ni phil but he really make sense in some aspects only! haha. pero napaka-serious nya pala with those kinds of matters... ekai, u could relate, yung tungkol sa debate na "men are all the same" on the part of breaking a gurl's heart and phil will defend it... so u have an idea, bes mu un kaya alam mo kung panu tumakbo ang utak nya hehehe... basta sa mga usaping ganyan e PASS na TLAGA AKO! grabe... sumakit ang ulo ko nun after haha

e2 ekai and melai,
want to share with you my latest fantasy: Cristiano Ronaldo, #17 Portugal Team sa FIFA World Cup... Though they only ended 4th place e, I can't deny that he's worth drooling for... YUMMY CYA! kaya mas lalu kong na-appreciate ang football / soccer dahil may muy gwapitong nakikita... AT HINDI CYA GAY... un lang ang masasabi mo... just see him play, kapag nakita nyo ang "the moves" e ewan ko na lang...

He's just 21 years old, Feb 5, 1985 is his birthday... from Portugese National and Plays for Manchester United when FIFA World Cup is off season... want to share some pics...

hay gwapo!

2006-07-12T11:26:00.000+08:00

hay hay hay

grabee ekai...
u should stay up late and join the late night talks...with the late night people (meeh, tina, leann, joycie, maan, phillip....).
pero ako... ayoko na... hee hee...

:)

2006-07-11T07:16:00.000+08:00

hahaha tinaaaa....
I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THEM!

kahit na mag c-call center ako... i did promise myself that i would NEVER NEVER forget the things i learned as a THOMASIAN nurse.

hahaha... tawang tawa ako dun sa MRI thing. really! they didn't know that a dye was going to be injected?... 'hospital policy'...what a safe answer...but it's not acceptable! dyan pa naman gigil na gigil ang mga CI natin... especially if you're the team leader!
and THE endorsements play a big part sa duties db? wala ba silang worksheet? :)
AND the #1 rule: ALWAYS check the patient's chart!

hay hay...
it can get really crazy when you take care of someone in a hospital, haha...being familiar with most procedures and nursing responsibilities, and THEN...you see the hospital staff not doing their job properly!

anyway, let's not forget...once upon a time, we were also like that. as beginners, we had our share of embarrassing and zoned out moments! but then, the nurses in your story were RNs already...whatever happened to...COMPETENCE?

so guys.. ill be working soon... im still going to consider myself a semi-bum (meron bang ganun?!) hahahaha
yes i won't be able to apply my knowledge and skills as a nurse (maybe some though)... just one thing i guess, i want to be as competent as i can be. here is a good opportunity, and i'm just going to make the most of whatever this is!
and oh, sobrang change of plans na ito!!!!!

when the guy at epixtar told me: "congratulations...ill see you around".... waaah! it didn't sink in just yet... at that moment...not until i got home and i remembered our clearance day (after the CHAOTIC clinical-instructor hunting days...) sa ed tech room when the clearance professor said: "tapos ka na sa lahat? well.. congratulations, ggraduate ka na!" and she gave me a great smile.....parang...wow...i made it...

:)

perooooooo....

ohhh board exams!!! hindi dumaan ang isang araw na hindi ko inisip ang maaaring idulot mo sa buhay ko!!!!!

hahahahaaaaaa....

Hey Hey Are You Okay? Part 2

2006-07-11T02:53:00.000+08:00

So I saw my angkong in the MRI room be placed in that machine. I also heard the nurse saying the NECESSARY health teaching that should be disclosed to the client like the entire procedure, the dye etc. He aslo told me that the procedure will take aound 1 hour and led me to the waiting area.

It was almost 3am when we got back in the ward and after which, not a single nurse went in to do health teaching post procedure.

COMMENT: As far as i know, after a procedure in which a contrast media was infused, it is the responsibility of the nurse to encourage the client to increase oral fluid intake to wash out the dye out of the body, and yet not a single nurse went in our room to tell that. If they assumed that I am nurse, even so, that is their responsibility and therefore they must do it. I am frustrasted so I myself did the job of advising my angkong to drink lots of fluids and explained the rationale behind that action.

4th day, July 7, 2006 (3rd and last day of duty)

My mom came early to accompany me because she assumed that I would be sleepy related to the procedure done to my angkong and because I would be heading home that day after the duty of 3 days and 2 nights without going home. It was around past 10, I am in the CR and the nurse for the day came. Let's name her nurse Z.

Nurse Z: Ma'am na-MRI na po ba si sir?
Mom: Kaninang madilang araw pa tapus dba?
Nurse Z: Ah sige po thank you.

COMMENT: Doesn't she know that the procedure was already done? Didn't she read the chart before going to the patient? Doesn't she attended the endorsement of the staff. Gosh...

My mom was irritated with that and even more when I told her the incidents the previous night. She was shocked with the nurses because of the fact that my angkong was confined in a US accredited hospital and in CVU unit.

So, I went home after lunch, that was my break after a long duty in the hospital... That night, my mom called up and told me the good news about the discharge orders the next day. So I am already relieved with the situation.

5th day, July 8, 2006 discharge day

My mom and I went as early as possible, around past 8 in the morning to pay the bills so that we could go home early and to prevent the room rate to be charged for another day. The Previous day, July 7, my mom talked to Nurse W, and told her about the PF of the doctor. (USually, doctors don't leave those kind of information in public for confidentiality reasons) She requested Nurse W to follow-up the PF so that we could already pay the hospital bill and be discharge as early as possible. But it turned out that it was not done, and was not endorsed to the next shifts. My mom was really angry and talked to the Charge Nurse of the day. She was very sorry for the inconvinience and told mommy that it was not endorsed, verbally nor written in the worksheet.

So, we went back to the room. A nurse came to remove the IV of angkong. I told mommy, that he looks familiar, that maybe he is a Thomasian. My mom told him about the incidents that happened previous days during my duty. She then asked:

Mom: San ka nga pla graduate?
Nurse: Sa UST po.
Me: Kaya pala you looked familiar. Batch ano ka?
Nurse: 2004. Kaw?
Me: Kakagraduate lang...
Nurse: E, tapus na ang baords, pasado na.
Me: Hindi pa, wala pang results kasi nga may leakage. dba?
Nurse: Ah oo nga, pero hindi yan, papasa ka, sure yan.
Mom: Ei, huwag kang papartner kay Nurse X dahil ang daming gnawang mali (then she told the incident one by one)
Nurse: Ma'am I'm very sorry po sa nangyari. Sana sinabihan ninyo yung nurse para alam niya.
Me: Yes, sinabi ko ung mga mali niya pero masama naman maging harsh kasi I'm still a new grad and without a license pero aun, sinasabi ko kapag alam kong mali.
Nurse: OO nga tama yun. Ma'am sorry po ulit. And also will follow-up yung discharge papers nyo. Sige po.

COMMENT: Finally, a Thomasian graduate. At least he knew the principle in management to say sorry when the patient verbalized incovinience with their service but not really accepting the wrong doing of the collegue.

After the incident, the Thomasian Nurse and the Charge Nurse did a lot of follow-up so that we could obtain the PF, the last requirement for the billing section. They even used their own cellfone load to call the secretary of the doctor to accomplish the task. At least, even for the last of stay, nakabawi kahit papano.

The sisters of my angkong wanted me to do a letter of complaint for those nurses who have negligence on their duty as a nurse and a letter of commendation to the nurse who did well like the Thomasian and Charge Nurse because they saw the issue as an urgent matter that needs to meet by the institution to serve their clients well and I agree on them.

REFLECTION:

With that experience, I realized that indeed, the quality of nursing service in our country is in decline. And sometimes, schools are to blame because they didn't mold their student with the necessary competencies, a nurse should really possess. On the part of the staff nurses in the incident, except for the Thomasian nurse, they were already regular pay nurses , and it is sad that they still don't know the right attitude on how to interact with clients and their responsibilities as nurses. They didn't assess for the affected are-the infected wound which was the chief complaint for admission but only checks the IV and I & O when the end of the shift came. What would they chart if that's the case? They just carrying doctor's orders without knowing the rationale behind each action they are doing, they're just contented to say that it was ordered by the doctor or a hospital policy to be followed.

I know, I am still a graduate without license compared to them that they practise what they learned but why is it like that? That despite the fact that I'm a graduate without a license, I know the responsibilities to be done that they neglected to do.

This experience served as a lesson to me as a future nurse, when I passed the licensure exam ( I hoped), to do justice - to give what is due to my patient, and not to repeat the mistakes of the nurses I have encountered in that hospital.

And to other nurses, do you want to be like them? I dont wanna be like them.

Hey Hey Are You Okay? Part 1

2006-07-11T01:21:00.001+08:00

Its been a while since I last posted here, that's because I had a task to accomplish and that is to look after my angkong(grandpa) during his confinement in the hospital. He was confined there related to infected wound below his right first metatarsal bone. The slow healing process can be brought about by his DM and the condition worsen because of self-medication and for late consultation to a physician. Even we didn't expect that to happened

So there I was, looking after my angkong during his stay in one of the most prestigious hospitals in the Philippines (take note: it has an joint accreditation from US). He was confined in a private room in a CVU (cardiovascular) unit so we expected that nurses there are competent enough because it is in fact a CVU unit.

1st day:July 4, 2006 (according to my tito and be ko ma - grandpa's youngest sister)

My angkong was confined at the unit at around 7pm and Co-Amoxiclav/ IV was ordered STAT by his physician. Because it was an antibiotic, skin testing should be done prior to adminstration. 9pm na na-skin test! ang dami pang reason. So, after a negative skin test, the antibiotic was already administered 10pm by Nurse X.

COMMENT: e hello? STAT order nga, 2 hours before makapag-skin test! ang tagal ha! major delay! kaya nga STAT - ASAP!

2nd day: July 5, 2006 (1st day of duty)

It was just an ordinary day, nothing special happended compared to the previous day. During night shift, my angkong was asking me the regarding his IV. That why is it not consumed yet well in fact it should be consumed in 24 hours. The regulation was KVO so I assumed that it was 10gtts/min as always during our duty at school. So when I tried computing it, it should be already consumed within 24 hours. SO I asked the nurse Y.

Me: Nurse, tinatanong ng lolo ko kung bakit hindi pa nauubos yung IV?
Nurse Y: Ah kasi po ung regulation ay KVO, so that's 10ml/hr. So aound 240ml/day po ang maco-consume. E 1 L po ung IV so mga 4 days po un.
Me: Ah, thank you.

I really thought that his answer was wrong so I texted some classmated regarding it. Almost all of them answer 10gtts/min. So I wondered why it was different. Then Chinny texted me. Her answer was the same with mine but she also referred the book as reference. Then she found out that it was really 10ml/hr - the answer of Nurse Y. We were corrected. All along we thought that it was 10gtts/min. At least the wrong info was corrected.

3rd day: July 6, 2006 (2nd day of duty)

Around past 5 in the afternoon, a resident fellow visited my angkong to check the condition of his foot, whether the drug is helping in combating the infected, to check the site for improvement... we also talked about angkong's CBG monitoring, so we agreed upon that CBG monitoring would be done BID, pre-breakfast, and 2 hrs after dinner. After some time when the fellow left, the Nurse X who did the skin test enetered...

Nurse: Excuse me sir, kukuhanan ko po kayo ng CBG bago kayo kumain ng dinner... anung oras po kayong huling kumain?
Me: Nurse, mamaya pa siya i-CBG.
Nurse: In-order ng fellow na TID ang CBG monitoring niya.
Me: E kakaka-usap ko lang so fellow kanina lang and we decided that CBG monitoring would be done BID, pre-breakfast, and 2 hrs after dinner. I-check mu.
Nurse: Sige po pero ang in-order po talaga TID, before meals. Sige po babalik na lang po ako mamaya.
(after few minutes...)
Nurse: Ay ma'am, tama po pala kayo... Pasensya na kayo... babalik na lang po ako mamaya.

COMMENT: Nurse, dba it is a must to establish rapport first when making interaction with the patient? And are you reading your patient's chart before entering the room?! Why is it that you are not familiar with the procedures that would be done to your patient?! Don't you know that on what you're doing, your misleading the patient, adding an unnecessary expense to their hospital bill and that you may be held liable when you do a dependent nursing function which is not ordered?! Gosh...

At around 730 pm, the sisters of my angkong who happened to be nurses and my tito visited him. We were discussing the incident regarding the late admisnistration of the anitibiotic and the CBG when Nurse X came and said:

Nurse: Excuse me sir, what time po kayong huling kumain?
Me: Around 7pm.
Nurse: Ah oki po. Starting 8pm, NPO na siya, dahil i-MRI po siya mamayang 12mn. (then she exits the room.)

COMMENT: She used the term NPO? Hindi ba that's a technical term and that it's a NO NO during health teaching dahil baka hindi ma-understand ng patient? Panu kung hindi kami nurses? E d hindi naman maintindihan ang mga pinagsasasabi nya jan... NPO for MRI? Is that possible? E wala namang sinabing may iaadminister na dye or something. She even didn't explain the reason for putting the client in NPO.

The nurse came at 830pm to check the IV.

Xa Ko Ma (3rd sister of angkong): Nurse, bakit kelangang i-NPO ang patient? E ako nga, na-MRI sa head, hindi naman ni-require ng fasting?
Nurse: Ah BAKA po kasi may iinject na dye e. Sige po. (Then she left the room.)

At around 10pm, rounds, a new set of staff nurse was assigned to my angkong...

4 Nurses: Hi Sir! Good Evening po... What time po kayo huling kumain?
Angkong: 7pm.
Nurse: Ah oki po. mamayang 12mn po kayo i-MRI, susunduin na lang po kayo mamaya.
Me: Bakit po kelangang i-NPO? May contrast medium po ba?
Nurse: Ah, hospital policy during MRI na NPO for 3 hours prior to procedure.
Me: Ah oki.

COMMENT: It seems ngayon lang ako nakarinig ng NPO as a hospital policy during MRI, e wala namang sinabing may contrast media. It seems that they are making my angkong do unnecessary fasting which is kawawa naman on the patient's part.

The night duty nurse came, Nurse Y, the nurse I asked regarding the KVO thingy.

Nurse: Hi Sir, Kamusta po kayo? Ako si ___. Kamista na po kayo? Tingnan ko lang po yung paa niyo (which was the affected part).
Me: Wala po bang contrast media ung MRI nya kasi sabi kanina nung nurse (the 8pm nurse) na BKA meron daw.
Nurse: Wala pong naka-order basta po hospital policy sa MRI yun.

COMMENT: He was the 1st nurse during the whole day who came to the room not to check the IV nor the drug but to assess the affected area. Yung iba, chinecheck lang ang IV at hindi ung affected area. Dba dapat, ur frequently assessing the affected part for improvement to chart it? e anong i-chachart mo kung you'll not gonna inspect it?! Chaka why is it that hindi mag-jive ang information na binibigay ng nurses regarding the reason for NPO during MRI? Hindi ba dapat alam nila yun so that they could tell the patient?

1230 am came, my angkong was fetch to be brought in the MRI. I went with him to see for myself and also took this opportunity to clarify things regarding reasons of putting him to NPO, whether a dye would be injected or not because I am really confused on the things the nurses are telling me.

Nurse in MRI did his interview regarding presence of metal plates etc. You know, the usual things to be asked before proceeding with the procedure. Then I asked him...

Me: Excuse po, Bakit po kelangan i-NPO prior to MRI?
Nurse: AH kasi, may dye tayong iinject later and kelangan naka-fast so that the dye would be concetrated enough.
Me: E bakit po may dye?
Nurse: Ah kasi, it was ordered by the doctor. Maybe they want to visualize something to rule out possible complications. Maybe the blood vessels, to rule out dead blood vessels like that.
Me: Ah oki.
Nurse: A non hypo-allergenic dye would be injected mamaya, and after the procedure, please watch out for itching of the body, and redness, some possible bad side-effect ng dye that needs to be reported immediately.

COMMENT: So, may dye pala, and it was in fact ordered by the doctor, I saw it written on the POS. Why is it the nurses in the ward, didn't know know about that - the dye and the reason for NPO? Well in fact they should know it beause it is written in the chart. And why is it that they didn't do explanation regarding the procedure?

Hanep

2006-07-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

i'm SO proud of you both for going through all that! Ay nako grabe tawa ako ng tawa sa mga pinaggagagawa nyo!! ano, tanggap na ba kayo? wehehe.. sana matanggap na kayo kasi sinuot pa ni flor yung pointy high heeled shoes nya! effort! Iba talaga ang Nursing no?! applicable anywhere. i never would have believed it until you told that story. Flor iba ka na! ikaw ang first sa RLE natin to ever go into a job interview!! yey! thanks for the tips!! ano ba.. tanggap na ba kayo? Gosh libre naman dyan.. at least ang iba satin nagmomove on na sa buhay!! hehe..

waaahhhh! a bum's first job interview part 2

2006-07-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

part 2.

"flor angela malabonga". my name was called. nauna ako kay chinny...we said our goodlucks to each other and go nako sa interviewer.
her name was jade mallari (MELAI KAMAG ANAK MO ATA). she was pretty. she looked nice. i mean i was expecting someone masungit. hehehe....we shook hands. my hand was ice cold. i saw her na medyo nagulat.
sabi nya i shouldn't be nervous and "just relax" because she was "pretty nice". she said that a lot sa interview. heller... THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER EVER JOB INTERVIEW. and i didn't have any clue sa mga mangyayari or mga tatanong!

the following are what happened sa interview..excerpts na lang medyo lutang kc ako nun kaya malabo ung iba...hehehehe

describe yourself.
ok...sabi ko i came from a large family blah blah blah...and i like meeting new people.

and then i found myself comparing nursing and being a call center agent (i forgot what tanung nya)... and telling her na when i was deciding what to pursue sa college, i was chosing between advertising and nursing, and i got accepted sa nursing so ok din...(hey totoo un ha)...basta kc sa nursing you get to meet and talk to people, much like a call center agent...nde nga lang face to face. pero san pa ba ako kukuha ng isasagot kundi sa nursing? it was my life for 4 years. anyway...buti na lang,...my dad's a marketing manager ( marketing background- plus points), and i think plus points din ung working experience ko as computer artist (summer job 2004).
ahhhh...my mind was soooo...um...naalog! hehe
next part...
finishing sentences...
naalala ko lang ung weakness part... wala aku masagot...kc sabi ko i try not to focus on my weaknesses...but i had to give an answer...sabi ko na lang family problems...it gets to me pretty badly sometimes :)
chaka alam ko may sinagot ako na parang when things are against the odds...I PRAY. ye baby! hehehehe
anu pa ba? kccc it was pretty fast... i was able to answer ung iba kaagad... and she kept saying "good good".
next part ata...
comic strips. waaahhh... hmm ok naman ako dun sa una...pro nabubulol na...goodness...sa sobrang kaba ko natuyuan nako ng laway! chaka anu ba tohhhh sabi ko sa sarili ko...buti na lang nakarecharge ang utak ko ng onti while being a bum! analysis galore!
naala ko lang cnabi ko..." uhmmmm...he's wearing a typical vendor's outfit..." chaka she kept reminding me na i have to answer in complete sentences...kulit ko kc....:)
so read naman isang parang "script"...
i TRIED...oh goodness i tried to liven up my voice... parang inaantok kc ako magbasa...hehe i guess success! sabi lang nya... "try to improve your rolling "r" and soften up your vowels..." okeiiiii.....hehehe... matagal tagal na rin kc na hindi aku nageenglish ya know :)
soo anu nga ba nangyari after?
uh...ah lunchbreak! she gave me a laminated something, basta sa isang side there were 2 pictures and sa isang side products naman na i have to sell daw. i have to choose only one.
"comeback at one thirty. is it ok?" ok na ok.
waaahhh pangit nung feeling ng nde pa tapos...nde aku nakakain...i ate 5 french fries and finished up my sprite. and that was it. i thnk natatawa saken c chinny kc natutulala ako. kc seriously...nagulat lang ako sa mga pangayayari. i mean, it was a new experience!
so we tried to write a "script" for selling a septic tank cleaner (uhm parang ganun?)(huwaaaatttt)
and nagisip na rin ng story for that sad man :)

so 1:30 na...here i come!
pasok ako. gosh.. sabi ko sa sarili ko ayoko naaaaah!!! bakit ako pinapahirapan ng tadhana (hahahaha)
i screwed up the story.
i screwed up the sales talk. --> naka take 3 akooooo
i think sobrang kabado kc ako... but the interviewer was really nice...kc first timer cgro ako :)
so natapos na.
she said i was creative. (for the story) kahit na i screwed up a bit.
she said i should be assertive and i should establish rapport first etc etc -->sounds familiar nurses? :)
eh kcccc.... ang hirap naman magbenta ng septic tank cleaner nooohhhh....
sabi nya panu daw ung callers who curse etc... sabi ko therapeutic communication! of course! hahahaha nurse na nurse pa din.. pasensya :)

ung iba pag naaalala ko na lang ulit :)
so she said i was pretty good as a first timer (*big smileeee*) and she gave me tips for the final interview.
wow. work.
parang kelan lang.. i was whining kc i hated boredom.

hay i guess it must be the killer shoes. that nearly killed my feet (that pointed white shoes i wore sa grad) (chinny: nu kaba! NO PAIN, NO GAIN!)

or the killer outfit (must be that pink belt ribboned nicely) :)

or the killer pink things i brought (pink wallet, pink bag, pink extra shirt, pink comb...)

or maybe its because prayers are really the best!

so far so goood! work work work.
one more hurdle and im off to work. HOPEFULLY. :)

super thanks chinny! i labs ya! sana makuha tau dalawa! chaka...cute naman talaga c cutie guy ehhhh...astig nga sha ehhhh....
it was nice sharing this new experience with ya. promise.

waaaaah! a bum's first job interview!!!!!! part 1

2006-07-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

waaaahhh!
kelangan ko lang tlga ikwentoooo....

well... let's start from.. nagaaayaan kami ni kaye and chinny to work. i mean we were bored to death so i suggested we find a job. we knew some friends who worked na sa call center and un. scheduled na ang wednesday for the big day.

tuesday night.
i was supposed to do my resume...kaya lang ang kawawa kong kapatid, na corrupt ang powerpoint presentation. she needed it daw the next day. so to the rescue naman aku, i mean, mas alam kong gawin ang powerpoint sa kanya and hindi ko sya maiintay to finish it kc i have a resume to do nga. enter naman my parents. tumingin pa ng pictures sa net from a party they attended!!! i couldn't wait to sit and do the things i had to do sa computer, kc i was waaaay behind my sleeping schedule for the job hunting day. pero shempre, no choice, i had to wait. i slept around 3:00 am na! goodness, hilong-hilo nako! kc naman, i didn't feel well nung morning. i think i ate toooo much bibingka the previous night...hehehehe....so i wasn't able to eat much that day. sarap ng bibingka eh! it was from my parents' out of town trip to cagayan.

wednesday morning
after three hours of sleep, i had to pull myself out from my beloved bed to ask my dad to print my resume sa office nya. la na kami ink kc! and chinny said i had to be in her house ng 8: 30 am. things didn't turn out well between my dad and me, kc naman ang labo. suddenly, parang ayaw nya ako payagan! i guess he was in his usual cranky early morning mood and i WAS cranky due to lack of sleep. he didn't give me much money! badtrip! pero ok lang...i understood naman. so i had second thoughts tuloy about going to the job hunting sa libis. and hindi ko tuloy na paprint sa kanya resume ko. chinny then told me meron naman daw sa eastwood internet shops where i can print it. so sinend ku na lang sa email. so go na rin ako...
going to chinny's house, kala ko mawawala ako... i mean, matagal na rin ako nde nakakapunta dun! and usually kasama ko c iyah... baba ako ng cubao. uh alam ko lang papaunta na sure is lrt2. hahaha... next station na pala ang anonas, my destination! sayang ang 14 pesos (or was it 12...kalimutan ku eh)...aun.. i was greeted by chinny's big black dog, c seven (i wonder why 'seven'.....cgro kc 7x bigger than ur average doggie!!!) ay takot talaga ako kc lakas tumahol! but in the end...naging friends na rin kami :)

eastwood, libis
mission: find a computer shop.
para kaming lost souls ni chinny, i mean pasok kami sa isang building and laging ung dead end ang napupuntahan namin without really knowing where d hell the computer shop is...like, we asked a janitor sabi nya
"dun (pointing dun) sa second floor."
so go kami 'dun'..hanap ng stairs..only to find out walang 'dun' dahil he was referring to the next building. labo sana cnbi na lang nya sa kabilang building. anyway, go kami a 'dun' computer shop...bulok! ung computer kc may english and korean version. di namin nakita ung "click for english version"(---> tangi kc di tumitingin), so kinapa na lang namin ung mga commands! ... so i got my resume sa email... papaprint na sana...."miss wala na po ink, chaka long bond paper na lang po." putek.

so we didn't let that get in the way. we were stil pretty jolly...go kami sa next computer shop...ui pagpasok ko i saw a cutie guy..hehehe...diko na pinansin kc I HAD TO GET THAT RESUME PRINTED. cutie guy was one of the staff sa comp shop pala...so go ako sa yahoo mail..."page cannot be displayed"..refresh......"page cannot be displayed"..refresh...(10x) putek ulit. ha! sabi ni chinny dota na lang daw kami... hindi! so call ko c cutie guy and log in sha sa mail nya. ok naman. ANG MALAS KO SOBRAAAA!!!
cutie guy: log in ka ulit
akech: (logged in) wala pa din eh
cutie guy: eh ung sakin ok
akech: (ehhh ayaw nung sakin eehhh) *smile na lang....*
cutie guy: baka kailangan kc nakaupo ka
akech: (oo nga naman bakit nga ba ako nakatayo...)
akech: (upo...) WELCOME TO YAHOO MAIL
cutie guy: ayun, kelangan lang pala nakaupo eh!
(awwww... cute nya talagaaaa)

anyway... NAPRINT NA RIN SA WAKAS.
habang kinukuha ko ang resume ko,
cutie guy: taga st. paul pasig ka?
akech: yep
cutie guy: acquainted ka ba sa batch 2001?
akech: (omg.kinakausap nya ako) uh ha? hmmm...bakit?
cutie guy: kilala mo ba si jessica santos? (not sure kung tama dinig ko)
akech: ha? hindi...pero ate ko kc batch 2001
cutie guy: ahhh...
akech: *smilessss*
and we went out na. i wasn't there all dressed up to go BOY HUNTING...but job hunting...sana matanggap ako...i'd go sa comp shop nya EVERYDAYYYY....

so un. go kami to apply. sabi ng guard we have to fill up some forms...oooppppsssss...

job hunting 101: never forget your ballpen.

so go ako sa watson's...hanap ng pen...uh...meron pero nemo na flurry all over sa tip! AT 89 PESOS! like i said, wala ako pera!
so retreat, back to base... "chinny wala ako nabili ballpen..mahal." bulong ko kay chinny.
humiram c chinny sa guard and i heard "miss wala kayo ballpen?!"--oo nga naman magaapply kc eh...hehehehehehehe

so we accomplished the forms....buti dumating tito jon ni chinny pinahiram ako ng ballpen nyang wag daw namin wawalain kc may sentimental value. cge.

wait kami ni chinny sa lobby...we couldn't stop giggling, ang laughing...
"chinny anu ba tong ginagawa natin....hihihihi"
but deep inside we were super nervoussss....

---end of part 1----

He's NOT GAY

2006-07-04T15:58:00.000+08:00

whatever melai..
brandon routh is not GAY in the homosexual sense
okay?
he can't be GAY..
he's not allowed to..
in the past, pumayag na ako na bakla si PIOLO PASCUAL.
BUT!
BRANDON ROUTH IS NOT GAY.

at least.. not in MY DREAMS...yehehee..

2 weeks pa...

2006-07-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!!!
musta naman guys...
antagal pa ng results.....

and there's soooo many rumors going around talaga about it. nakakaasar na! i mean MAMAYA all this waiting for nothing (*knock! knock! knock!*)... ayokong mag call center forever (magaaply nako! pag nag back out c chinny and kaye, BABATUKAN ko sila!) NEITHER am i considering the december boards!

haaay i miss ust na rin... sabi ng sister ko mukhang mini- baywalk na daw! hahaha... i wonder bakit hindi nila tinaggal ang "lover's lane?" hahahaha... i miss colayco! i miss ung COOP!

I MISS MY RLE! I MISS MY CLASSMATES! I MISS MY DORM! I MISS THE HOSPITAL! I MISS SEEING DR. *toot*!!!!!! ^__^
haaaay
I MISS BEING A NURSE (huwat?!) hehehehe

so ano pa ba?
kelangan ko pa ba kaung i-update? lagi naman tau magkakaym!!! harharhar! bummers unite!
tina: welcome... to the downloading club

taraaaa! nuod tayo pirates!!!!!!!

Limewire Galore!

2006-07-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

I already downloaded Limewire sa PC kanina at masaya!

Nung una, I downloaded the online version pero tapus na magdown-load e ayaw pa din, so i tried the offline versin, medjo matagal mag-extract but I least nagagamit ko na siya and I started downloading songs...

I've downloading songs from H.S. Musical, a Disney Channel Original Movie... and others. Per nakaka-addict ang songs na movie na yun because the content is so nice!

Wala lang nakaka-addict lang mag-download kahit na matagal-dahil dial-up kami, oki lang basta ma-download! haha ayun lng... :p

SuperMan...Haaaay...

2006-06-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

It just can't get any better than this... :)) Words cannot explain.. haaay.. eto pics na lang... haaay *ngalumbaba* *wipes drool from the keyboard..*[pictures from brandonrouth.com]

Missing School Life

2006-06-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hay guys,

I went to UST kanina to get my books that I lent to a lower batch. Hay grabe! When I arrived there, it's already lunch time and there are SOOO many students walking everywhere! As in! Greater than last year! Halos wala na ngang malakaran sa mga side walk at inextend na nga ng konti sa mga road natin...

Sobrang dami na ring changes sa campus, the former parking lot across the so old main building is halfway done, full of bricks, it seems na ginawang catwalk na rin. And the former Colayco Park, also the same: partly covered with different shades of bricks and it was said that a fountain with a sculpture, like the one near the Arc of Centuries will be placed there and the student affairs office across the library is almost done...

According to my friend, the professors in our college are having lots of emergency meetings here and there related to the leakage issue during our board exams! Even they are very alarmed because there are also allegedly other review centers which are involved in the leakage issue and they filed a petition for investigation regarding this matter.

I finally got my alumni card, with matching picture yun. Its 150 pesos. They're the ones who'll take the pictures to be printed at a card like of our former ID but without the chip in it. Grabe ha! Sabog ako sa picture! Ang init kasi e! This is mine...When I got it, this is really it! I'm an official ALUMNI and a student no more. Grabe, I missed school as in... I missed our professors and the stuff we're doing so class and duty. I missed Sir Hibek, Sr. Vinoya, Ma'am Manansala, Ma'am Arenas, Ma'am Llanes, Ma'am Buenaflor. I even missed Doctor Guiang e! and the other professors we're under. I even missed the smell of the hospital and wearing an all white uniform, a cap, establishing rapport with the clients and doing stuff, I missed Ma'am Lasala who locks the student room during duty, doing morning care, doing bedmaking and stretching of sheets in Ma'am Tionko's time, the Spanish sardines snacks with Ma'am Llanes and A LOT of NGT feedings in San Vicente Ward!!!

WHA! Hay! I really missed being a student. Even my RAS is still used to walking up 530 in the morning for a 7 am class! I missed it all! Gosh, I MISSED SCHOOL!

Saling KetKet..

2006-06-29T18:43:00.000+08:00

heller..

flor: ganda ng pic naten wid the dean!!! hehe.. at least nangyari rin yan bago tayo grumaduate!!

Hay nako nabubulok na ako dito sa bahay.. buti na lang at aalis bukas!! ay nako!!! Oi musta na dyan RJ at melai!!

Huhuhuhu.. hanap tayo ng gagawin.. sana pwede pa tayong maki-saling ketket sa College of Nursing.. para kung wala kang magawa.. pumasok ka na lang sa mga subject na gusto mo.. hehehe..

sing a song...

2006-06-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

tama ba 2...

im bored to death... --> bum nga eh

favorite nyo na ba rin ang... BULAGAAN?
--> vic and jose...d best!
hehehehe...

lookie what i found (sa friendster ni aiza..)

picture with the dean!

wala lng....

Text Scam

2006-06-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hay grabe ang mga text messages ngayon...

may kumakalat nanamang new about board exams at it was also mentioned the names of other review centers involved in the "leakage",release of results of the exam would be delayed/not released and that there would be a re-take of exams on july 12, 2006. sabi daw yun sa inquirer...

E hello! I check, wala na man! pambihira! nakakainis ang mga ganitong news dahil lalung lang nakakapagpataas ng anxiety...

C ana? punta ng States? Despedida party muna! Or sana, may outing muna with Ana before she leaves :P

The Waiting Game

2006-06-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

hay nako nakakapikon ang pagiintay sa resulta ng boards.. kung ano anong balita ang lumalabas pero wala namang nagcoconfirm.. kawawa naman tayo guys!! hehe..

hey guys totoo bang aalis na si anna? Gosh isa isa na tayong aalis!! DotA NA TO SA STATES!! hehe..